Can't get over you (NOT COMPLETED)

chapter 1: last day of high school

"Ariana!" i hear my mom voice yell from downstairs and i groan to myself in my pillow. After I'm done groaning into my pillow, I get up to go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower. After I'm done taking a hot yet relaxing shower, I pick what outfit to wear for my last day of high school. I decide to wear my blue comfy sweatshirt, dark blue skinny With my green converses and wear my hair into a messy bun.

When I'm done picking my outfit, I go downstairs to my kitchen & eat breakfast as fast as I can. When I'm done eating breakfast, my mom walks out of the living room and tells me "the NYC college called ariana" she says."what did they say!? Did I get accepted?" I answer in excitement. "Yes ariana your going to college, isn't it gonna be scary for you running off to a big city by yourself?" My mom says "I say it might" . anyway I gotta go my bus is coming In 5 minutes, bye mom!!

As I wait for my bus to arrive, I can't stop thinking about getting accepted to the NYC college where my boyfriend jai brooks go! I hope that I make new friends and have a good time with jai. I haven't seen him for a year now and I'm gonna see him in 2 weaks it's just so exciting!! I can't wait to tell Selena & Harry about getting accepted to college yet I'm gonna miss them cause there not going to the same college as me....

As the bus finally arrives, I happily jump into my bus sitting next to one of my close friends Harry,,

I tell him all

about what happened this morning when the NYC college accepted me. "I'm so happy for you ariana, I hope you have a good time at college" he says. "Thanks, I hope I don't

get hurt in NYC I hear that there's a lot of bad people and a lot of robberies" I reply. Harry starts giggling with his cute yet bright smile, I just can't quite stop looking at his deep green eyes but I forgot that I stopped having a crush on him in the 11th grade sense what happened last year.

 

i'm just so scared that jai is gonna find out about ththe kiss with harry, jai really hates him sense he found out harry liked me, jai also tried killing harry sense he tried breaking me and jai up for that i could be his girlfriend but i just don't feel the same way. i've been stuck in love triangles plenty o time and i hate having boys finding over me it just makes me so... so mad! especially the fact that it makes my best friend Selena jealous. i just don't get why boys are intrested in me when Selena is the prettiest one.

As i'm just there there day dreaming, Harry walks by and gives me a tiny smile and a cute wink. I start blushing without realizing it then give him a creepy smile, he looks at me awkwardly and wals away backwards with a cute laugh. Does this mean i have a crush on Harry styles after i just said i don't feel the way he feels about me? i just can't take it, he's just so good looking, better then jai... right now it feels like im loosing my feelings for jai, should i break up with him?

 

anyway, i stop thinking about my feelings for harry and jai and decide to walk home for that i don't see harry giving me his handsome smile with his deep dimples and his deep green eyes. i run as fast as i can out of the school making sure i don't see harry but suddendly, i bump into him outside and he gives a smirk and asks me if he could walk me home, I just couldn't say no... it's just impossible, everytime h gives me his handsome smile or smirks i just can't take it and can't say no.

As i'm starring at harry's eyes he askes me if i'm okay, i forgot the question he asked me earlier cause i was lost in his deep green eyes. He gives me a smile and says "No one can resist my green eyes". I smile and give him a cute giggle, harry tries to hold my hand but i dodge his movement. I see a frown on his face and i feel extremely bad, i just couldn't hold his hand cause i don't want my friends to think that i'm cheating on jai or something. Harry starts talking and ask me these questions about NYC college and what i would be doing later on after i graduate college.

"So when are you leaving to NYC?" he asks with a fake smile.

"I'm leaving in 2 weeks, i'm just so excited to go and see jai. i say

He frows put his hand behind his head and looks away, i feel extremely bad i know he has deep feelings for me but i just can't lose jai...

"So... what are you planning to do when you graduate college?" he askes.

"I'm planning to come back to washington and become a surgent if i can, it's been a dream of mine and my dad is one so i just want to follow his foot step" i say with a small smile.

"Really? that's totally cool, so if you come back to washington when you graduate college, you think that we could meet up or something with Selena?"

"Sure why not that would be really fun" i say with a little giggle and give him a smile.

as we're walking i arrive home, he gives me a hug but doesn't let go. I ask him nicely to let me go but instead he lifts me in the air and spin me around like i'm his girlfriend or whatever. I don't like the feeling of this even though he was smiling at me wich i really enjoy looking at.