Can't get over you (NOT COMPLETED)

chapter 2

The next day

School is finally done, i graduated it was really fun. I already started packing for college and i'm totally scared. i'm so bored there's nothing to do, maybe i should call jai or call luke maybe Selena? eh i'll call jai i haven't talked to him for a week and haven't see him for a year i miss him so much. i dial his phone number and my iphone buzzez

"Hello?" jai says

"Hey babe, i miss you"

"Oh hey ariana, what's up? i didn't reconize your voice for a second"

"Hehe, i'm not doing anything im just in my pj's talking to you".

"Don't worry, when you come to NYC college, you'll have fun there's a lot of people im sure you'll make friends and the best part you'll be with me"

"Promise will be spending lot's of time together?".

"Yes i promise, i gotta go.. I LOVE YOU"

"love you too".

 

I hang up on my phone lay back on my bed looking at the ceiling. I'm so bored.. i'll just go to sleep or something. 

"Tessa!". i hear my mom call from downstairs and get up as fast as i can downstairs. i see harry at the door smiling at me. What is he doing here!? i'm starting to get annoyed from him he won't fricking leave me alone! Can’t he just go and make out with Selena or something? i'm not gonna make that mistake again by kissing him again... Jai will be very mad at me; if he finds out he will probably come to washington and beat the crap out of harry.

 

I go next to him and say "hi". He hugs me and i see tears going down his cheek. Is he crying? is he okay? what happened to him.. did his mom kick him out of his house again? did his dad go to a bar? ugh why am i asking so much questions to myself! i'll just ask him to get overwith. we go upstairs in my room and sit on the floor, he's still crying and i wipe his tear away and smile at him.

'Whats wrong?' i ask him.

"I don't want you to leave washington.. i need you ariana!" he says.

"Harry... i-i don't know what to say... do you still have feelings for me?. i ask

"Ariana, i always did... i love you".

"gasps" i try to stand up and run away but he catches my wrists and i look away

"Please stay.." he says

he stands up looks into my eye for 5 seconds and he kisses me. I suddendly kiss him back and gasps.

we look into echothers eyes again and he hugs me. I've never felt this way before im leaving in 3 days and i'm scared that when i arrive to NYC i won't have any feelings for jai... why am i thinking about Harry when he is only my best friend? does this mean i still have feelings for him? should i tell him to leave and just tell him i don't feel the same way anymore? before i try to tell him to go and tell him i don't feel the same way he asks me if he could stay over.

i just couldn't say no, his eyes were all watery with his hands in his jackets pockets and his head tilt to the side his Brown Curly hair was just so perfect! I told him to sleep in my room and i went to sleep in the living room.

a couple of hours laters at 3:00 am, i hear Harry calling my name, is he in trouble? i run into my room but he's still sleeping. I hear him say in his sleep "Ariana, stay i love you" then he says "You’re the most beautiful girl that i have ever seen..." i start blushing and tears start running down my cheeks... What should i do about Harry…..

Should i stay? Should i give him a chance? he's a really sweet guy, he dreams about me, he loves me and he really shows and jai doesn't show it that much and i also realized that everytime jai would sleep over he never dreamed about me and he would tell me that he never dreamed about me. One time jai told me he dreamed about kissing Selena and he didn't care when he saw tears going down my cheeks, he just laughed and told his friends that Selena is hot right infront of me, i'm sure that Harry wouldn't do that to me he really loves me. There was also a rumour going on in my high school 2 years ago that jai was cheating on me with kylie, Selena and Harry told me they saw them making out and going to bars together, but they waren't the only one that knew or told me everyone knew! Jai thinks that i'm stupid, he thinks that i don't know about all those terrible he has done to me for the pas 3 years!? 

As i'm thinking about all the bad stuff that Jai has done to me, i feel tears going through my cheeks and start crying a little... i hope no one could hear me, especially Harry. It's only 5:00 am i'm leaving washington in 2 days or 1 i don't remember, i'll check my calender later. Now that i'm thinking about the bad things jai has done to me, should i still go to new york? should i give up my chance to go to NYC? the college i have always wanted to go to? and most importantly, should i break up with jai and give harry a chance?

I have mixed feelings right now, i still love Jai but i can't be with a boy that doesn't like kissing me infront of his friends, or doesn't like hanging out with me at all he doesn't care about me, he doesn't deffend me he laughs at me when people bully me! Even when i see him and he knows that i'm looking at him, he would always be kissing kaylie and putting his arm around her and calling her "Babe" when i am his girlfriend. Kaylie likes harry not Jai and if she loves both of them she should back off cause there both mine! wait what am i saying? Harry is mine! wait no Jai is mine! i need to make up my damn mind and pick one of them or just forget about harry, stay with Jai and forget all the bad stuff jai has done behind my back and give him a chance. I'm just trippin....

I guess me and harry will have to just stay friends... not more then that. I mean i admit, i do have a little feelings for him, sense last night i guess but i can't be with Harry anyway he's going to yale with Selena. Maybe Selena and Harry could date even though they have no feelings for echother, there just friends. i'll miss them so much when i leave to NYC they have been there for me for almost, EVERYTHING and i have been too, there my bestfriends and it sucks to leave them... i just love them so much and hope that Selena can make it to the air port and say good bye and give echother long hugs and Harry too.