Days passed since you had been diagnosed, you were getting used to the feeling of being hospitalized, it wasn't that bad! The nurses were nice and caring, Jin would visit most of the days, your condition was okay but the only problem was it felt like the days would get longer.. you would get paler and skinnier day by day. your appearance was changing drastically.. "is this really how cancer treats people?" you thought as you looked in the mirror.
{Y/N's POV}
I looked in the mirror, in horror and touched my face;
Y/N: is this how it will turn out, me little to no hair, pale, skinny.. ugly?
I stood there, tears forming around my eyes, missing the old days.. where i was normal, healthy.. with Jin. I sat back down and sighed heavily, i looked at the machinery around the room.. everything was the same, same medication nothing has changed at all. I lay back down, looking at the blank ceiling, closing my eyes and hoping not to wake up.{Jin's POV}
I was in the elevator on the way to Y/N's room, visiting her as usual. I was walking to her room, but it was more quiet than usual, there weren't any nurses rushing in and out of rooms.. only silence. I walked to her room and opened the door, i expected her to be up, staring out of the window or just sitting down, writing, or drawing, but instead she was sleeping. I just smiled and sat next to her, she needed rest anyways. I sat there and looked at her for a long while.. "will you still love me even when i'm no longer young and beautiful?" rang through my head whenever i looked at her..
.."of course i will"..
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PAUSED // Will You Stay With Me? // Kim Seokjin //
Fanfiction"i love you, Y/N.." "i know." "please stay.." "it's hard.."