The Paul's sister

~16~

Ariana's POV:
I woke up in Logan's arms. I've always loved his hugs he was awake but he wasn't watching tv, he wasn't on his phone, he was just hugging me. He made me feel like the most important person in the world.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey. How are you?" He asked.
"I-I'm Fine Why?" He looked at me.
"Ari I know you're not fine."
"Logi I'm Fine." I insisted.
"No you're not." He said.
"What makes you think that?"
"Because you just ran into your ex, he pretty much assaulted you and when we got home we saw you singin ari. You are not okay! I saw you, you looked broken."
"W-what do you mean WE saw you.?"
"Me and the boys."
"The boys saw me?!logi that was a private moment! OF COURSE I WAS BROKEN WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE?! I FEEL SHATTERED INSIDE! THERE ARE STILL DAYS WHEN I WISH THAT YOU HADN'T STOPPED ME FROM JUMPING OFF THAT BALCONY! I'VE HAD TWO BOYFRIENDS WHO BOTH CHEATED ON ME! WHY?! I DON'T KNOW MAYBE I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE LOVED! I KNOW YOU AND JAKE LOVE ME BUT YOU'RE FORCED BY BLOOD! FACE IT LOGI KNOW ONE WOULD  LOVE ME BY CHOICE! I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH!" Logan looked at me confused and angry.
"WHY WOULD YOU THINK NO ONE WOULD CHOOSE TO LOVE YOU?! THE TRIO LOVES YOU, ALISSA AND TESSA LOVE YOU, THE BOYS LOVE YOU AND YOUR FANS LOVE YOU!"
"I need some air." I was starting to have a panic attack. I quickly grabbed my keys wallet and phone." I ran out of my room and saw the boys sitting on the couch. They all stood up and I ran out of the apartment. I heard the door open and shut behind me and I saw logan and the boys chasing me. *come on come on* the elevator wasn't working.
"Damn it." And I ran to the steps. I opened the door and began to run down the steps. I made it down about two floors when I felt Logan's arms wrap around me. I started kicking.
"Logan let me go!" I yelled.
"No!"
"Why?! Let me go!" I yelled smacking his arms.
"WHY DO YOU THINK NO ONE LOVES YOU?!" He yelled. I didn't want to say it. But it just slipped out.
"BECAUSE I'M NOT WORTH IT! WHO WOULD WANT TO LOVE ME?! I'M UGLY I'M NEVER GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH! IT'S A WASTE OF TIME FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME!" I stopped kicking. I didn't have anymore left in me. Logan put me down and I stumbled down the next flight of stairs. I tried to open the door but it was locked. I kept pulling, crying. I started to kick the door.
"WHY AM I STILL CRYING?! I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS CRYING! WHY WONT IT JUST STOP?!" I kept kicking and hitting the door.
"Ari, ari! ARI!" Logan yelled. I put my head on the door and kept crying. I turned and my back hit the door but I didn't make eye contact. I slid down till I was sitting with my head on my knees. I finally stopped crying and I just sat there. After a few minutes I heard a new voice.
"Hey is she okay?" I looked up to see a man that I faintly recognized. It was Brendan's little brother(just pretend.)
"Yeah I'm fine." I smiled. He held out his hand to help me up. I took it and he pulled a little to hard and we ended up face to face SUPER close to each other. We stood there for a few seconds until he broke the silence.
"You got quite the arm strength there." He said with a chuckle.
"Thanks. I'm from Ohio so it's in my blood." I gave him a small smile. I didn't even realize we were still holding hands. At this point Brendan had caught up to his brother and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw us.
"See ya around." I said loosening our grip.
"See ya around Ohio." He said as he wiped a tear off my face.
"By the way... your smile's really pretty. You should wear it more often." He smirked and I walked back up to the apartment.