The beginning

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(I'll add a oic later lol0 

Okay a quick not before I start this is the character Frank/Frankie is heavily inspired by me not just by personality and clothing but how my life been and things I have been through or am still going through. While the character Julien/Jules is based off of one of friends, once I add more to the story they will know who they are, not saying me and them are dating but that I am very close to them. Anyways I hope you all enjoy!

A/U p.o.v

There is a girl named Frankie she lives in a rather large house, or at least to her it is. She used to love pink, princesses, dolls, anything 'kawaii' really, but she had a guitar teacher when she was seven and he got her into Fall Out Boy and from there on she got more and more into punk rock and pop punk music. Athough she quit guitar when she was eight, she thanks that guitar teacher to this day. She actually started to play guitar again when she was eleven. I'm skipping an important part in her life, aren't I? Oh sorry well you see dear reader, we have to actually look at that part of her life through her view to understand, per say. I will warn you it gets depressing and very LGBTQ+ so if you aren't a fan of those things I'd suggest you leave. Anyways I'll see you later dear reader!

Frankie's point of view

I got this app called Music.ly awhile back, maybe hmm... eight months ago? Now it's October and I'm watching one of my friend's live streams! It's really funny how we get along although I feel kind of bad for bombarding her with questions about Antisepticeye and Darkiplier. I wanted to do my own livestream but I wanted to wait a little bit. I send a random chat, weird it is, but hey so am I!

This person who was named "OhMyJoshImSoDunWithYou" was not afraid to point that out, ohohooh they said, "you're weird I like it you should join the weird club."

I said, "Boi I created the weird club" I laugh at myself; I probably scared away the random person. I was surprised when the random person got my sarcastic joking along with me. We joked for about thirty minutes before I said goodbye and started my own livestream. A couple of my friends join, but couldn't stay long but then look who joins, OhMyJoshImSoDunWithYou. "Isn't ****** still live?" I ask confused on why the person had followed me not saying it was bad, but I wasn't sure why they wanted to come to my livestream.


"You seemed cool and I'm bored lol," the person chatted. We ended up getting along very well. She even got me into Dan and Phil! I eventually had to end the live stream. I looked at her Music.ly's and she was hilarious! She's has a cute smile. Wait hold on what did I just think? I mean I've thought of being bisexual, but I'm Christian. Hey, what if I think she has cute smile? Friends think that all the damn time. My brother charges into my room, snapping me out of my day dream; great he was having another melt down. He goes to hit me, I duck yet still get hit. I hit him back and he gives me a dirty look as I yell at him to go to his room. No one understands these moments. Who else in this damn world deals with this severe of an autistic brother? He can't talk, he doesn't know how to express his feelings, he's a picky eater, he's obese--not to be rude just true--, he's violent sometimes. He makes life a living hell, but yet he's taught me not to judge, sign language, and to care for those you don't want to care about, because deep down they're still human. He leaves and goes to his room, slamming my door shut; my mom rushes in soon after asking what happened I tell her and she apologizes, I tell her not to, it's not her fault. I tell this all to my friend on FaceTime as we take random quizzes on Quotev.

"I think I'm gonna take this quiz, just out of curiosity," I say to my friend clicking on a quiz called 'are you bisexual.' I take the quiz expecting a "no" but to my surprise I got an absolute yes; it got me thinking and I really do like girls and guys don't I? I'm Christian though! Wait, doesn't God love me no matter what? Yeah, of course he does, but isn't this still a sin? I don't feel like it is--it can't be. I'm sure there's research out there that proves it's not a sin. Yeah, I'll roll with it for now. I tell my friend, and she says she thinks she might be as well. And from that day forward we agreed we were both bisexual. The next day I told my mom that I think I might be bisexual. She said that she was not the happiest with it, but she wouldn't keep preaching to me, but to at least wait till I'm twelve. A few weeks later she agreed to let me be bisexual; it was a great day it was! I hope this least. I decide to tell my friends--a lot of them being bisexual themselves--but then I told OhMyJoshImSoDunWithYout who has given me the name of Jules. She said she thought she was too, and that she was glad I was there for her. We decided we would try and FaceTime. It took awhile but we eventually FaceTimed, Oh my gosh that smile, those eyes, the hair and the voice oh gosh. Wait what! No,No,No this your first time facetiming and she could be the wrong person for me, besides she hasn't decided her sexuality! But she's so funny and adorable imagine it, Frankie~. The voice in my head says to me in a singsong voice, it's like I can tell when my left or right brain is talking, almost like I have a  middle brain. I realize I'd zoned out on her I feel bad and apologize; she just laughs and said she was rambling anyways. We talk until well the morning. Yeah, we FaceTimed all night having a 'FaceTime sleepover' At least thats what I call it. We do this quite often now, she even took a picture of me sleeping and posted it. Let's just say we've gotten to be really good friends I'd call her my best friend, I'm not sure what she would call me. How about girlfriend, the voice in my head says.

For fucks sake, "I DON'T LIKE HER LIKE THAT," I practically yell to myself, but then I come to the realization that no, I truly do like her like that. But how would I tell her? Do I even want to tell her? Oh well I'm sure I'll figure it out later.

Okay, first chapter done! I know its a slow start but I really want to make sure I get everything right. Saying this has happened to me in real life, Frankie is basically me so please be mindful on how rude you are on Frankie. I hope you all enjoy! This story is basically my life with some small twists but not to many, Im only ten in the story for now and I will be going over my life until I get to the present, I'll leave out some stuff that isn't important, or is not part of this story. This is the story of "Me and 'Jules'". Anyways I'll be leaving now, bye! Frankie~<3

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