I Love You | VMin ✅

Twenty Two - My Reality

A/n:  i broke my FuCkInG PHONE

*Jimin's POV*

Taehyung has been attached to me like a child to their mother. I mean, i love Taehyung to death, but i need a break. No matter what, i have to forcefully remove his arms from around me to do anything with my own. Which rarely happens. I can't even change without him either helping me or being a few feet away. But as i go to shower I've had enough.

"Taehyung you should go get groceries for us. We have nothing for dinner." i say as i walk towards the bathroom, the man still on my tail.

"I'll have Jae pick some up for us, and some takeout." HE says. I stop at the door and turn to him, making him run right into my chest and gasp.

"No, Tae. Go get it yourself. You're the only one that knows what i eat and what I'm allergic too." i say. He pouts and crosses his arms.

"Are you trying to get rid of me?" He asks. I try to think of something to say, but there's nothing, then his lip starts to tremble and i speak.

"Tae, only for a minute. i need time to myself. I've been with you for the last few days." i say. Taehyung looks at the ground for a second before he tackles me into a hug and kisses me all over the face. i try to push him off but he shoves my hands away and pulls himself away.

"Ok. I'll go. Dont hurt yourself and be really careful." he says before he runs off. I sigh and walk into the bathroom to shower.

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By the time Taehyung gets home, I'm sitting on the couch going through hundreds of messages I've received. Most consists of 'get well soons' and 'you'll get through this'. But the most recent ones ask how I'm doing and if they can visit me. I reply to all with 'thank you's' and yes. Then i just start planning a small get-together and invite everyone to it.

Right as i finish, Taehyung is walking through the door, bags in hands. Then i notice three other heads pocking up behind him, their faces covered by more bags. I frown as i watch them set it all down on the counter and start unbagging. I notice Mark right as he notices me, his eyes red and puffy. He cries out as he runs to me and tackles me into a hug. I smile as i hug him back.

"I missed you, bro. Never do that again." Mark scolds as he hugs me tighter. I glance at the others adn notice the smile on Tae's face.

"I'll try." i laugh as i pull back, Mark smiling as he pats my shoulder. Another body comes and holds me tightly, i chuckle and pat their back.

"You don't even know how much i missed you. Seeing Taehyung like that was so heartbreaking." Jae says. i lightly smile and nod.

"I know. I'm sorry." I say. Jae pulls away so Jackson could tackle me, i yelp as we nearly fall.

"Oh man, Jimin. What have you dont to make Taehyung so in love with you." He says, not sounding happy at all. i frown.

"Get into a comma?" I joke, trying to see if he's ok. He pulls away and shakes his head, a smile on his face. "Too soon?" I ask. He nods.

A hand slips around my waist and i smile at Taehyung. He smiles back before pushing me towards the backroom.

"Hey! What are you doing?" I ask. Taehyung smiles as he shoves me into the room.

"We have a surprise, stay there until we let you out." He says. i frown as he shuts the door.

A surprise dinner is what they all had set up. Jackson, Jae, Taehyung, father, mother, Mark and I sit around our little living room and watch movies as we eat my favorite dishes. Even though this is something my father wouldn't prefer to do, he is still having a good time, same with everyone else.

After all the food is eaten and the movies are over, everyone leaves. Taehyung and I start cleaning up the mess that was made. I watch Tae scrub the sink when we finish with the dishes. I smile and cross my arms over my chest. He finally notices my attention on him and his cheeks turn a bit pink.

"Something on my face?" He asks. I shake my head as i stare at him; he doesn't notice the camera i have on the counter in front of him. Hopefully he finds it soon, s he can watch and see how much love i have for him.

"No. You're just too gorgeous. I can't stop staring." i say. Taehyung turns even darker and smiles at me.

"That was cheesy. You want to hear something even more cheesy?" He asks. i hum my response and Tae leans his hip on the counter. "Even if there wasn't gravity on earth, I'd still fall for you every time." He whispers. I smile wider as i listen.

"That was a good one, my favorite." I say. He giggles cutely.

"Thank you," He says. i smile.

"Want to repeat our wedding night?" i whisper. Tae looks at me, eyes wide. i run a hand up his bare arm and lock eyes with him.

"You want to dom this time?" Tae asks, kissing the edge of my mouth. I smile and bite my lip.

"Make me remember that night." I say, Tae smiles against my lips as he walks me backwards.

As i slowly ride Taehyung I shove his hands above his head and kiss his neck. But my throat starts to dry and I have to pull away to catch my breath. I look at my hand and notice that my fingers are shriveling up, as if I've been in the water for too long. I whimper as i turn to look at Taehyung, but he's gone. I start to cry and feel the panic rising in me. My heart pounds as i cough, my throat feeling like i swallowed cinnamon straight. i scream as i can't breath anymore, my hands scratch at my neck as if i can make a hole to my wind pipe to breath again. It doesn't work.

Fear rips through my chest as i begin to panic even more. My face reddens and my veins starts popping out of my skin. I try to scream, but nothing comes out, just strangled noises. Tears continue running down my cheeks, I realize there is nothing i can do to stop myself from dying.

Then Taehyung is back. He shakes my shoulders and i can breath again. i whimper as i stare at him, he continues to shake me, yelling something i can't grasp.

I gasp as i jump out of bed. My fingers dig into the skin on Taehyungs shoulders. i quickly pull away and look at my hands. i turn them over and let out a sigh of relief when i see that they're normal. Taehyung grips my wrists and i realize he's talking. I focus on what he's saying.

"Jiminie? Are you ok? What happened?" He asks, there's panic in his eyes as he stares at me.

"I had a nightmare. I'm sorry. Did i wake you?" I ask. He shakes his head and crawls off me. I watch as he lays on his side of the bed.

"No. I couldn't sleep." He says as he pulls me close, then covers us with the blankets. "Do you want to talk about it?" he whispers. i wait a second before speaking.

"I started to suffocate. I couldnt breath at all, no matter how hard i tried. But then you came, i was able to breath again." I say. Tae frowns as he rubs calming circles on my stomach.

"Do you have a fear of suffocating?" He asks. i shrug.

"If it wasn't a fear, it is now." i say. Tae nods and puts his head in the crook of my neck. The feeling makes me relax instantly and i let out a breath. "Why can't you sleep?" I ask.

"Because my reality is better than any dream i could have." He whispers. I smile and rub his hand.

"Why is that?" I ask.

"Because . . . I'm in love. i would rather spend every second of every day with you instead of dreaming something fake, even if you do fall asleep i can stare at your gorgeous face." Tae says. i can feel his smile on my neck. I laugh and blush.

"You're so cheesy." I say. He giggles.

"Only for you."

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Some fluff. i really hate writing it because i suck at it, but there needs to be something else except for fucking. Sadly :'(