I Want You

He's a Jerk

So the day started as any other would there was Liam and then there was Liam, and then there was Liam. He's all I could think about and it was driving me crazy! But I couldn't tell if I liked it or not. Then there was the day I asked Lila to see if he wanted to go out sometime and he said " I can't I have a girlfriend, but if I didn't then I would" so obviously when she told me I died but then I came back to life. (Only for him though).

So about a week later I'm at my house when I get a text from my soon to be ex-best friend, guess what it says "Liam asked me out!!" Then she wants to send me screen shots of it like I want to see that! No and I can't believe I ever called her my friend! I was so angry I called Lila and we talked for about an hour then she had to go and I was in despair. I thought my life was over but one thing I could never do, even though he lied, was cal him what everyone else thought he was, I just couldn't! He wasn't trying to be one but, he's a jerk. I should have seen it earlier.

The next day I saw him in the halls and all I felt was guilt. I shouldn't be the one feeling this way but I am, and I didn't do anything wrong so I tried avoiding eye contact with him or even talking but that was really hard to do considering I do sit next to him in 2 different classes!

Lila and Mack eventually stopped me from slumping around and at lunch they shielded me from his sea blue gaze (which I could stare at all day if I'm being honest). Although I appreciated everything they were doing I needed to talk to him!

So I walked up to him and said "So you think you can just play with my emotions like that!?!?" I was on the verge of crying my eyes out by somehow my pride got the best of me and I didn't until he said " What are talking about? This is ridiculous!" "No you asked put Alex!"I was screaming " No I didn't" He started to get defensive "Yes you did she showed me the screen shots!!!" I was enraged he looked  confused like I had offended him and he just now realized. "Actually I was practicing asking someone else out on her." He was calm and it was weird. "Who?" I simply asked. "You, you idiot!" I couldn't believe it what the hell just happened I think I just died! Yah he's not a jerk!