I Want You

I Love You

        The whole way to the park where I told Liam to meet me at, all I heard was Lila screaming in a high pitched, fan girl battle cry like when she talks about her K-Pop whatever's... come to think of it Barney is Asian and that is most likely why she likes him ... "YALL ARE GONNA MAKEOUT!!!" or my "favorite", "YALL GON FUCK AGAINST A TREE!!!" She has absolutely no filter what so ever. But then Mack would give her the death glare and tell her to stfu which she wouldn't do, so Mack would dig her eagle like nails into her arm or leg which just got them mad at each other. They both stopped talking and were quiet the rest of the way (which was like 5 minutes) but it worked out for me either way. I was really only doing this for one reason if I did it I could force Mack to ask out Anthony, this was so worth that! I don't really care what Lila does but I want to see Mack get with Anthony, they both obviously like each other, it's annoying.

As we pulled up I felt my heart sink, I did love him and I told other people that but I've never said it to him. What if I say it weird, what if I can't say it, or what if he thinks I'm too weird and dumps me on the spot? I'm really axioms at this moment in time... but then see him. He is standing against a tree in his Black Tim's and a bright blue hoodie, signature look ;) I applaud him for putting little to no effort into his look. But then I realize he did try, his hair is washed! He never does that unless it's one of 3 reasons 1: an important event 2: He's trying to impress someone 3: It got too greasy. He had in his headphones and he was causally resting his back on the tree while facing away from the street. I took a deep breath and got out of the car with a few loud rowdy calls coming from it from my friends. I walked slowly on the grass, as I saw him I got little to no more courage, which was still more than the absolute 0% I had in the car. I was about to tap his shoulder when I had an idea, I pulled his headphone out of his ear and as he turned around he asked "Did you see my post?" It sorta had a chuckle to it. I pulled him by the neck and leaned up on my tippy toes just to pull his head down further so I could reach his lips because he was like tall. I leaned in and I gave him a gentle kiss on the lips, he put his hands on my waist and pulled my body closer to his as we rested against the tree like this, just having our moment... poor tree. We stayed like this for a few minutes till I pulled away, "I love you too"...