Im sorry for forgetting you ____ ♡
Can you ever forgive me?
Do you maybe want to meet up sometime?
I love your hair right now
You look the best you have ever looked.
The thing is
Im invisible to you
we see eachother regularly.
It feels like I see you
But you dont see me
I wish I could tell you all this,
But im just to young
I wish you were my age.
Wow that would be amazing.
I need you
If I cant actually have you,
At least I have my imagination.
When you smiled at me that one time, my heart lept.
But you havnt been around latley.
And it sounds stupid,
But I cant help but to think it's the way I behaved.
I couldnt hold it in anymore.
I had to smile and act strange.
Maybe you noticed...
Probally not
Its ok
Your a lot older than me
I get it...
Im a child to you.
I havnt seen you in ages.
Your mates were there, but where were you?
I do think maybe I have something to do with it...
But im sure I dont.
Theres so many things I want to say.
Where have you been?
Have you been avoiding me?
No im sure you havnt.
Have you...?
No I guess not
Honestly though,
I miss you lots.
Its been about 3 times I thought id see you but you never showed.
Dont let me down a fourth time please.
This event im almost 100% sure you will be there.
I keep thinking..
Should I talk to you?
No...
I should do what I did before
That actually made me very happy
Seeing you smile over me.
Over my actions
Thats what I tell myself.
But it seems to good to be true.
Was you laughing at something near me?
Or me
Ive been holding this for about a month or 2.
I wish I could tell you all this
but I just cant.
Oh by the way I stalk your facebook
Its my only way of being close to you.
Have you ever had butterflies?
The thought of you gives me many.
Let me love you
I will let you love me.
Please ?
I guess I should be going now.
you will never see this
You will never see me either...
But its okay
Cuz your love in my fantasises will get me through this.
Love you forever and always
x
