idk what happened but last night wattpad went weird and it didn't upload the full chapter so here's the second part, sorry again but it wasn't really my fault. I love you all,
elle
Chapter Eight(Continued Bit)
Belle's POV
I stepped out the warm shower, the coldness sending a shiver through my naked body. I roughly dried myself with the towel, then got into my clothes which consisted of skinny jeans and a green top with no sides.
I looked at myself in the mirror, to check I looked presentable, before heading downstairs, were a few kids where sat. "Hello, Luna." A chorus of hello's echoed through the kitchen.
"Just call me Belle." I smiled at them, watching as a lot of them smiled back.
I heard a couple of boys, around 15/16 whispering, "she's quite hot, big tits." One said, making me go bright red and turn and walk out. I don't like getting embarrassed at all.
"Hey, Belle." I smiled as Scarlett came into view. "How have you been?"
"Scarlett! I've been good. Thanks for helping me get ready for the date, it was perfect." I said.
"Spill the beans about the date, sister!" She squealed, and led me up the stairs to what I presume was her room.
"It was amazing. We just spoke about us, it was just really natural, you know? I think I honestly love him. I know I say I love him, but sometimes I don't think I'm capable of love, or being loved." I sighed, falling down onto a soft, velvet chair.
"Aw! That's so cute. I think he loves you too, you're all he ever talks about and I know it's probably just because your mates, but I think that even if you wasn't you'd be together still." She said with a half smile, before looking at her watch. "I've got to go meet Crystal, maybe we could go to the movies or something." She waved before heading out the room, me following her but turning right as she turned left.
"Okay, see you." I smiled before going into mine and Connor's room, grabbing something I had brought with me from my old pack. My diary. I smiled as I looked at the worn out cover, that didn't look old, just used and loved.
'Dear Diary,
I know I haven't wrote to you in a while, actually more then a while. I guess through all the beatings and rapings I slowly forgot about you. I'm fine now, I guess. I still have them days where I just feel so down and I want to end it all, for real this time but I have people I care about now. Scarlett, Ellie and Connor, my mate.
Yes, I finally found my mate, it took two years but it was all worth it since he's perfect, I couldn't wish for anyone else. His imperfections are perfect, and whether that makes sense or not, I don't care. Ellie found her mate also, he's okay, I guess. They have a lot of problems, I guess, but I don't exactly want to get involved.
She's grown up now, she can sort her own problems out without me interfering. I guess it hurts, to see that she doesn't need me anymore, and no matter what Scarlett, Connor's sister says I don't think me and Connor would be together if I wasn't his mate. I'm not the best looking, I mean I'm not the worst, I'm a medium, I guess. Wow, I use a lot of commas. Anyways, I love you, diary.
Belle.'
I shoved the diary under the bed as I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. A sweaty looking Connor suddenly burst into the room. "Hey, angel." He smiled, going to pull me into a hug making me dodge. "What?" He asked, furrowing his eyebrows.
"You're all sweaty." I groaned crinkling my nose up in disgust. He chuckled before sticking his tongue out at me and heading into the bathroom, probably to shower.
My theories were proven correct when I heard the sound of the water from the shower running. I giggled as he started singing a One Direction song. His voice wasn't too bad, but it wasn't exactly the best.
I sat on the bed, thinking about my mum. An angel, she was, and still is. I'm so proud of her, for everything and even though she's not with me anymore, I can still feel her, not see her, but still I can feel her and that's all that matters.
I love you mum, always.
☼ very short chapter. I just had no clue what to write, or how to write it so I decided to add a diary entry lol. my laptop hasn't been fixed yet, sadly. im gonna start a new fanfic soon yay, but it's gonna be a boyxboy one, a ziall one (zayn malik and niall horan) with a side of larry (louis tomlinson and harry styles.)
if you like one direction, how do you feel about the zouis smoking weed thing? i honestly believe that it was a prank for the other boys, because paul wouldn't of gave them a joint, would he? sorry for rambling on, it's just getting me so frustrated how people are ripping up tickets when people who can't afford them could have them instead. I'm going to see them on Saturday, (2 days) and I can't wait.
I'm on the side of #zaynpassmeablunt rather then #cutforzouis tbf.
anyways! I love you all, stay beautiful
elle ☼
