Fallen

Youngjae

Mark's POV

Choi Youngjae the newcomer not much is known about him. He's kind of a silent type of person somewhat, like me. I never saw him hang out with anyone in school. He's always alone, during lunch, PE classes, he prefers to be alone. He mostly spends his time on the rooftop or the library reading books. So I decided to befriend him; funny isn't it, me? Befriending someone? Well, it happened, I happen to catch Youngjae on the lockers one day and decided to talk to him and get to know him. So I greeted him, which he returned with a smile. "Choi Youngjae right?" I said. "Yes," he replied. "I noticed you're always alone, do you mind if I hang out with you?" I quizzed. "A...are you sure?" was his shocked reply. "Of course," I said. Days passed and he started to hang out with me and YugBam. He's fun to be with, always smiling, like he doesn't know how to get mad. He was a ray of "sunshine" that brightens your day whenever you are down. Days became weeks, and weeks became months, and Youngjae became a part of our little gang.

Youngjae's POV

I was shuffling my book in my locker trying to get the books I needed for that day when Mark suddenly came up and talked to me. I was really shocked when Mark spoke to me, I mean our lockers have been beside each other since the start of the classes but he never did, even once talked to me, this is... what has gotten into him? I was uncomfortable at first since I really am not a talkative person to start with. It was nice talking to him he asked me things I like and dislike while we were waiting for the Professor. It wasn't long before he introduced me to his friend Yugyeom and Bambam who happens to be an "item." We got along well together, that it wasn't before long that I became a part of their group. We do group studies together mostly on the rooftop so that no one will scold us for being so loud. I was happy to be a part of their group, I finally have friends.

Jackson's POV

It makes my blood boil seeing Mark prefer to hang out with that nerd Youngjae than me, the person he loves the most. I know I did him wrong but there are things that I still can't explain to him; afraid that he won't understand. I know I have been a jerk but I have my reasons. In time I will justify my actions and take Mark back. A few weeks past and I've seen that Mark became closer to Youngjae.

I was lying in bed waiting for Mark to arrive its weekend tomorrow and I plan to invite him to see a movie. It was already half past 9 when he arrived, I was almost asleep when I heard the door opened and closed. I hurried out of our room to meet him but stopped halfway as he came with some company. Choi Youngjae the last person I wanted to see with Mark, they were laughing at something like there's no tomorrow. Mark abruptly stopped when he saw me looking at them menacingly, "Hey... Jackson...uhmm... I bought Youngjae with me," he said. "I'm not blind I can see," I replied as I stormed back to our room. "I heard him apologize to Youngjae before I closed the door.

I slid down to the floor leaning on the door as I felt tears flood my eyes. I was jealous AF and there's nothing I can do about it. I heard Mark say goodbye to Youngjae, I quickly wiped my tears and jumped on my bed and pretended to be asleep. Mark entered the room and changed his clothes, I felt him come near my bed as if he wanted to say something. I grabbed his wrists when he was about to leave without facing him. "Mark..." I hesitated and let his wrists go.

He whispered a sorry and started to walk off again, this time I pulled him and pinned him down on the bed. I saw his shocked expression as soon as our eyes met. "What the hell are..." he almost protested but was taken aback when he saw I was teary-eyed. For a moment I saw concern in him, which changed when he started to squirm underneath me. "I want you back," I said tears rolling down my face to Mark. "I need you so badly right now, I want to tell you everything but I don't know where to start," I cried out. "It's too late for that now," was his cold reply.

I looked into his eyes but I can't see any emotions in them. He pushed me off him while I was distracted and stormed out of the room. I sat on the edge of my bed and took my phone out of my pocket and called JJ couple. I was Jinyoung who answered. "Jinyoungie..." was all I was able to say before I burst out crying."Yah! Jackson ah what's wrong?" he quizzed. "I can't stay here any longer it hurts every time I see him," I said. "Pack your stuff we'll come and get you," I was Jaebumie hyung this time. I packed my things and once done came out of the room. I found Mark sitting on the sofa but paid no attention to me whatsoever. "I know you hate me for leaving you back then. I'm really sorry, I promised that I won't ever leave you again, you are my person, but seeing you every day and knowing that you won't be mine again kills me inside." I said to him. "Mandu, still love you and I will always love you," Was my last words before a knock on the door was heard signaling that Jaebum and Jinyoung have just arrived.