Why I Hang On

I'm usually asked, "How do you get through the day with all the insults, all the issues in your past?" My answer, I have something to fight for, even if its not truly there. Even if its nothingness, at least I have something that needs me. If someone needs me, I'll be there, that's who I am, if you wanna lead me on, go ahead, don't think I won't be disappointed. I just feel that some people are worth something, and I see it as soon as we official meet. I'm not gonna say everyone truly has a purpose, that just isn't true, but what is true, is everyone means something to me. I'm not racist: I absolutely love Blacks, Mexicans and other races, without them, we wouldn't have a lot of things that we have today. I don't discriminate against religions: personally, I'm not religious, that doesn't mean I'll hate you for what you believe in. Judah? Hey, that's cool. David? Wow, 7 Christmas'. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, that's a very cliché line, yes, but its true. You think you have a bad life? Think about everybody behind closed doors who has a worse life. I have reached the realization that some people have worse lives than me. Its not a competition for attention, you'll be 'the person who cried wolf', everyday, for the rest of your life. Some people don't seem to understand that, when you lie, you lie to yourself. You imprint that lie into your brain, thus creating a bad image for the rest of your life in that one topic. It's a terrible thing, liars, cheaters; that's your lifestyle in the end. You have to live with that choice, its your responsibility to take care of yourself, the people around you, and anything important at the moment. Our generation doesn't understand trust, or hard times. Certain people understand it, its not "everybody can feel your pain". Because that makes you a liar, a person who lies to make yourself SEEM better, to have a "reason" to hate life, someone to look for attention. If you look for attention, you're not worth the life you've been given. End of story.
Thank you for reading, sorry for the rant.