Going through these past months with heartache and pain caused by the one i thought loved me.
Can you imagine being cheated on constantly with the bitch that can not take a hint and a dumb ass baby daddy that says one thing and does another. Well actions speak louder than words, and Crays action are showing me that not only does he not love me but he doesn't appreciate me respect me we want to build a life with me.
Though my wedding day was one of the worst days of my life, just looking at portending belly and all my babies I can say that I'm in a better place.
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Nadia!
what do you want Crayton can't you just get out of my ife once and for all!?
Baby one you dont mean that, two dont ever let no shit like that ever come out your mouth cause you to smart to say some dumb shit like that to me your husband. third you coming back home weather you like it or not because there is some important things going down and our family needs to be safe so quit with all the bitching and take your ass out to the car with Sky and i dare you to say some stupid shit. Do we have and understanding ?
Yes, i said lowly
I cant hear you do we have an understanding ?
Yes Cayton Damn
that is what i thought
i started to walk away just to be pulled back into his embrace i tried to get out of it but he had a tight grip around me.
Baby just know that i'm very sorry for all the pain i've casued and am causing you, ik its not going to make up for what i di but i want to try to work this out i love you so much and im very sorry.
as he said these words to me i couldnt hold it in anymore snatched away from and as tears slid down my face.
you dont mean that sit Cray, just like our vows that we took in church before God means nothing to you. Im going to tell you this , when we get home i want a divorce and that is that.
Nadie Hell no, w-
cray was stopped in mid sentence as king came to get Cray so they could go see about there "aunt"
King told me to just got out into the car so we could go back to Atlanta i said fuck both of them and left to get in the truck.
its a new day and this bitch is tired of being played and seen as week, fuck that they all gone learn today.
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Biiiiiiiiiccccch im so mad rn King thinks he is the boss and shit when he was the one who chaeted and not me then he flies me back here to the fucking house he fucked that bitch in. ooooooh im so heated arrogant non caring bitch pussy ass motherfucker.
ik bitch i told Cray i wanted a divorce and he was seconds away from going off and slapping fire into my ass but it was worth it because i really mean what i said im through with him the only things we will have o talk about would be our children.
Oh snaps do you think when the time came you would be able to sign the papers and be with someone else?
honestly rn i just don't know all ik is that at this point i don't want to be with him because its not healthy for me or my children, i never want them to have the child hood that i had and ill be damned if the happens they all are my life.
ik how you feel because it hurts me to know that even with me being the mom wife sex addict and lover he couldn't stay faithful that just goes to show you cant make a man be faithful they have to want to do it.
Honestly, that's where im at and what im talking about i know im doing what i have to do for me and y family.
that's the truth but anyway-
Sky stopped talking because King and Cray and the supposed "aunt" walked in.
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