Lexii's Diary..

May 29, 2014

Today was a pretty good day. Until my 2 friends were still outta school. I made it though. But I have a Science Exam tomorrow.

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When I got home from school today I was still pretty happy. But when I finally logged back into my main instagram (httplexii) , I saw i had a DM from a day ago. So I decided to check it. I looked at it.

Black Picture. 2 People tagged. Me, and Maddi. I knew where this was going.

This is what it exactly said:

"Really Lexi you tell people not to freak out over him because of mr Harasyn and stop asking him for likes and yet you ask him to follow you in Twitter. Hypocrite"

I looked at it. Screaming inside. What did I do? Did I say something stupid?

Then I remembered that I told this guy that he was probably tired of us commenting on his pictures about our science teacher.

After I re-read it like a milliom times, I talked to my friend Katie. We had a full on conversation about M. ( Not gonna name her, but thats the first letter in her name. )

Then thats when it hit me. I went to DM maddi to tell her sorry. Them at the end of my caption I put

Sorry I'm not dead yet either.

M is the reason why I self harm. Get it now? I hate her to death. I know I sound 2 faced, but its true. I had to deal with "liking" her for the past year and im done.

Done for real. Sometimes i cant take it anymore.

And thats where I leave 2 new cuts upon my arm..