Lexis POV
Before Jack walked out of the front door he stopped and looked at me.
"Can I see you arms?" he said quietly. I shook my head no.
"No one has ever seen them other then me." I said holding my arms because I'm insecure about myself.
"Please I can help you threw this. Just show me."
"No. How do I know that your not the reason everyone knows?" I said looking straight into his eyes.
"I'm not I promise. I didn't know until I heard this kid named Leo Wince tweeted something about it." He said and as soon as I heard that name, I wanted to punch something.
"Do you know him?" Jack said walking over to me. I nodded and told him how I knew him.
"He's my ex boyfriend. I told him everything then he broke up with me because he was starting to become more and more popular. Then he told all the popular people and I got majorly bullied. That's another reason I cut myself. I hated it there. That's why I was so mean to you. I didn't want to get attached. I'm really sorry tho." I say looking at him. "Maybe when we get closer I'll show you my scars." I say while I gave him a little hug. "but about the being mean thing... I'm really sorry, for everything." I said into his chest.
"Me too Lex. Me too." He said pulling away from the hug. He stayed close to me but not to close. He looked down at my lips and bit him own lip and kinda pushed me to the wall. That made me go crazy!
"Just kiss me already." I whispered as he started to lean in. He connected our lips and sparks flew. I might actually like this kid. He's nice, caring, sweet, smart, cute and just a good person. I have known him for about a month and maybe I was falling for him.
"I think you might change me. I whispered as I pulled away.
"I know. That's my plan." He said which made me chuckle.
"Bye. Text me later." I said as he walked out the door.
"I will."
I closed the door behind him and sat on the couch. I turned the tv on and watched Spongbob Squarepants. Yea I'll be 17 in August, but I love Spongbob. It's my jam. I really only like the olds ones. The new ones are so cheesy, it's not even funny. The one that's one right now is when they go back in time go cavemen ages and their cavemen. I watched that for about 15 minuets when I heard a knock on the door. I walked over and looked threw the peep whole and there he was. Leo.
From: Unknown Number
I know your in there... come out and see me.
From: Me
I will never open the door for ur abusive self.
I just locked the doors and all the windows just to make sure there was no way for him to get in.
From: Me
How did u find out where I live?
From: Unknown Number
I have my ways but if u really want to know, it's was ur little friend jake or jack. Whatever his name is.
As soon as I saw that I broke down in tears. I trusted Jack. Maybe it wasn't him. But how would I find out? The only thing I felt like I needed to do was FaceTime my best friend from my old school, Lacy.
She was gorgeous. She had perfect brown curly hair and beautiful blue eyes. It's was great contrast with her normally tan skin. Believe it or not, I was popular before Caleb died. All the girls at school always told me how hot he was. He was really good looking. He had short dirty blond hair with the most gorgeous blue eyes ever. Yes better then that Nash Grier guy.
She was obsessed with Nash and even met him. She was driving down the road one day in North Carolina and saw a tall boy that had bark brown hair and blue eyes. She stopped at a red light and noticed it was the real him playing with his little sister. She got out and met him and they ended up becoming really good friends. Me, I've never met him but he is pretty cute. I'm not a slut, I just like more then one guy at a time. That doesn't mean I'm going to sleep with them. No, I still have my 'V' Card and it's going to stay that way until I'm madly in love with someone. So that's not gonna happen for a while. After marriage, for sure.
She didn't pick up so, I walked back to the couch and turned Spongbob off. I wanted to watch a movie but I didn't know which one. Then I found the perfect one. 'The Conjuring. One of my favorite scary movies. I watched it home alone. That was a bad idea because when the part came when the lady was on top of the dresser thing and jumped on the girl, I screamed, LOUD! My parents would've killed me if they heard me scream. I watched the rest if the movie and turned it off. Everytime I see or hear about that Rory kid, I cry. (A/N I really do. Idk why tho.)
I didn't want to get up because I thought I would hear claps from the basement, lol. Finally I got enough courage to get up and go to my room to take a shower. I walked upstairs and grabbed a towel from the hall closet. I hate being the only child. One, you have no one to blame everything on, and two, it's boring in this house. My mom is either always at work or crying herself to sleep and my dad is never home. Only on holidays. He does a lot of business trips, he's at a bar drinking his pain away, or sleeping with sluts. My mom vowed to never have another child after Caleb's death because she doesn't want to have to go threw the pain again if that kid gets sick.
I walked into my light blue, sea themed bathroom. I opened the creaky shower door and turned the water on hot, just how I like. I turned around and looked at the mirror with my clothes on. I look like a mess. The scars on my arms get worst and worst everyday. Sometimes they get better if I have a good week or so, but otherwise I cut almost everyday. I turned back around so I couldn't see my self. I didn't like the way I looked. People called me fat but you can totally see my ribs and spine. I undressed myself and jumped in the shower. I let the water hit my muscles and relax them. I did my thing and got out. I was about to get dressed in my long, fuzzy, panda pants and 'To Good For You' tee- shirt when I heard a knock on the door. I quickly changed and walked downstairs to find a women at my door. I opened it.
"Hello?" I said opening it slightly.
"Hi. Is Cory here?" she said.
"No sorry he's at work. May I ask why you want my father? He's married." I said with a mad look on my face.
"Oh we had 'Time Set' tonight."
"I'm sorry. What?" I said totally confused but I have a idea in mind.
"Yea. A time. Just he knows why I mean. Tell him to call me tho? My name is Tiffany. Bye" she said walking out.
"Bye." I said shutting the door. I told you my dad was seeing other women. It didn't surprise me she was here. I walked back upstairs to heard another knock. I didn't even bother to look to see who it was. Bad idea on Lexi. There he was. Leo. I remember him him saying something then kissing me but then it went black.
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Hai!! So I will be working on this
Book more then my other so I'll try to update every other day or so. So yea!!! Bye Lovies!! Stay Beautiful!! And Strong
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