Forgotten

Chapter 19

(Y/n)'s p.o.v

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"Why are you doing this?!" You asked in fear.

"They need to believe that I'm doing what they think I'm doing. The only way that is going to happen is if I actually do it. I know you will resist so I have to tie you up. I need to make sure that I can do what Cris and all the others expect me to do; use you," Liam answered.

"But I thought you were going to save me!" You shouted.

"Trust me I don't want to hurt you but I have to do this. It's either this for one night or this every night for the rest of your life. Which do you want?" He asked.

"I'll get through it," you gave in.

You knew that tonight would be terrifying but the fact that things could be worse motivated you to get through it.

You just gulped and closed your eyes as Liam told you everything he had in mind.

"What I need you to do is to scream and moan as loud as you can while I fuck you. We need to make it as convincing as possible. To make it seem that I am torturing you when really I will be doing the minimum of that," Liam explained.

You were shaking. You were thinking about the pain this would cause and how much this would all hurt Zayn.

Would I even tell him about this?

You thought.

Would I even ever be able to see him again?

"Got it?" Liam snapped you out off your thoughts.

"Yeah," you gulped.

As Liam got out the handcuffs you started to get very nervous.

"You have to take your clothes off before I tie you up," Liam said.

You tried to sit up but the pill caused your body to feel too heavy to move.

"I-I can't," you told Liam.

"I'll have to do it," Liam said.

He gently lifted your upper body up and leaned you against the headboard.

He pulled your shirt over your head. Liam couldn't help but look at you.

"You know you really are beautiful. Zayn is lucky to have you. I'm sorry I have to do this. I shouldn't have been such a horny asshole earlier."

"It's ok Liam. At least you care about me. I don't know how I would able to leave here without your help," you said to him.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Liam asked.

"Do I have any other choice?" You sighed.

"I guess not. I will get you out of here. Just trust me ok?"

"I do," you assured him.

"This is going to be very awkward but I will try to make it as enjoyable as possible. I feel very sorry for you. I really do," Liam assured you.

You knew Liam was starting to make things awkward and just to keep him quiet you pushed your lips against his.

It was the worst mistake of your life.

You got this feeling, different from when you kissed Zayn, but better.

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Zayn's p.o.v

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I couldn't stop thinking about (y/n). I can't believe I lost her. I will probably never see her again. And to make things worse, she's with Cris. Not only is she with Cris, but she's now his property. It's disgusting thinking of all the ways he could be touching her right now. I swear if he hurts her I will fucking kill him.

I wish I could save her. She's mine and only mine. I've never fallen for anyone except her. I hope she feels the same way about me.

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(Y/n)'s p.o.v

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How could you be getting these feelings? You should have feelings for Zayn and only Zayn. Not Liam.

You had to pull away. This wasn't right.

"I'm sorry about that. You were just getting a little awkward and I didn't know what to do," you said shyly.

"It's ok," Liam replied.

"Let's get this over with," you suggested.

"Yeah"

Liam moved his hands to your jeans and pulled them down your legs.

"God, you're so perfect" Liam admired your body.

You ignored his comment. You didn't want to fall for him. Those were exact same words Zayn had said before. You only wanted to hear those words from Zayn. No one else. You just closed your eyes and tried to stay as calm as possible.

You were so calm that you didn't even realized that Liam had fully undressed you. Before you knew it, he was inside you.

You let out a moan. Liam was causing you pure pleasure.

"Louder. They need to hear you" Liam panted.

You couldn't stop thinking about Zayn.

What would he do when he found out?

Without even realizing it, you let out a very loud moan, "ZAYN!"

Liam automatically stopped. You completely ruined the moment.

Liam was so embarrassed.

"You can't do that (y/n). You're suppose to say my name. Not his."

"I'm sorry Liam. I couldn't stop thinking about him."

"This isn't right. I thought there was a connection between you and I," Liam admitted.

You were shocked. You had no idea Liam had feelings for you.

"Liam I'm so-"

"I can't do this when the only one you want to touch you is Zayn"

Before you could stop yourself you leaned right up against Liam. You got on top of him and said, "Let's make this the best moment it can be"

"I thought you only loved Zayn," Liam questioned.

"I love Zayn with all my heart Liam, but that doesn't mean I want to hurt your feelings. You're saving me and the least I can do is repay you," you told him.

Before he could say anything you lowered yourself onto him.

As you rode Liam, you couldn't help but feel sorry for him. He had feelings for you and you didn't want to break his heart.

"(Y/n)" Liam moaned.

You couldn't moan his name. You just couldn't. You knew if you did, you would have feelings for another boy.

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