Forgotten

Chapter 20

(Y/n)'s p.o.v

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"I'm sorry Zayn but this can't work," you told him.

"What happened? Why don't you love me anymore?" Zayn asked. Tears were forming in his eyes.

"There's someone else. He saved me. He loves me with all his heart and I can't help but have these feelings for him," you could barely say.

"Why why why" Zayn repeated to himself.

"I love you Zayn but he was there to save me when you were not."

"Who is this boy? How can you love him more than me? I thought we had something special," Zayn asked

"His name is Liam"

"(Y/n) wake up! Are you ok?" You heard Liam's familiar voice.

You opened your eyes. You were still with Liam in the same room as before.

"That must have been a terrible nightmare?" Liam questioned.

"Yeah." You were still recovering from the dream.

How could I chose Liam over Zayn?

You thought to yourself referring to the dream.

"What happened? You were screaming no no no," Liam asked.

"I can't." You didn't have words.

"Please tell me. I couldn't stand hearing you scream in your sleep"

"I had a dream that Zayn left me," you lied.

"I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure he loves you and he would never leave you," Liam comforted you.

"Thanks," you said.

It was hard lying to Liam while those warm brown eyes looked into yours. He was so sweet. You didn't want to break his heart. You didn't want to just go back to Zayn and leave Liam standing in your shadow.

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"We have to leave. Now," Liam informed you.

"What time is it?" You asked

"Three in the morning. Everyone is asleep. They won't know of we leave," Liam replied.

"Ok"

The two of you got out of bed and got dressed. You had no belongings to bring back with you.

"Follow me," Liam commanded.

You did as he said. You followed him through the hall quietly. As you stepped outside a cool night breeze hit you. It felt nice to breath in fresh air.

"In here," Liam said and pointed to a black truck.

You got inside the passengers seat.

"Where is Zayn?" Liam asked.

As you thought about it, you had no clue where he would be. He could be looking for you. He could be home. But after a couple minutes of thought, you knew exactly where he would be.

"Go to the woods," you told Liam.

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Zayn's p.o.v

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It took all I had left in me to leave (y/n)'s mother. I couldn't stay there forever. She needed time by herself.

The only place I could think to go was the woods. I left the entire picnic and everything else there. I had to go back and get it.

It's been 6 hours since she left. As I walked out the door, the sky was pitch black. I couldn't see a thing. I took my phone out and used the light to get to my bike.

As I drove through the woods, I couldn't stop thinking about what happened between (y/n) and I no more than 12 hours ago. She gave herself to me and I let her go. She was finally mine and I just gave her away. I just hope she's safe. If Cris lays a damn finger on her, I will kill his sorry ass.

I finally had everything packed except the blanket. I needed something to sit on since I wasn't planning on going anywhere else.

Memories started to flash through my mind. I started to remember the days when (y/n) was a child.

"You're a very ugly girl. No wonder no one looks at you. They're afraid they're going to puke at the sight of it," Cris forced me to torture her.

She started to cry as I just laughed in her face.

"Let's save some people from going blind," I laughed as Cris opened the janitors closet.

I shoved her inside and slammed the door in her face. Without realizing it, her fingers were grabbing the doorframe in an attempt to escape. I heard the sound of the door slam onto her hand.

The door opened a crack and she quickly retreated her hand to hold it with the other.

Cris locked the door and I started to hear her scream.

"LET ME OUT!" She yelled from the other side of the locker door.

"I'm just saving the lives of others," I denied her request.

"What did I ever do to you?" She whimpered.

"STOP!" my present self yelled.

It was too much. I was remembering nearly every memory of my childhood. It was sick what I did to (y/n) and I hate myself for it.

"Why?" I asked my childhood me.

"Maybe cause you can't keep your sorry ass out of other people's business," I heard that familiar voice behind me.

I turned around. Cris was standing right behind me.

"What are you doing here? Where is (y/n)?" I yelled at him.

"That's what I want to know" Cris asked with a pissed off look on his face.

"Are you saying that I took (y/n)?" I couldn't believe Cris would think that.

"Where else could she be? I woke up this morning and she was gone!" Cris yelled.

This couldn't be happening. Not only did Cris take (y/n), but now she's missing. And to make things even worse, he thinks I took her.

"If I had her, don't you think she would be here with me?"

This was ridiculous.

"I know you're not stupid enough to let me find her with you. Well, you are a dumb ass, but I don't think you're dumb enough to let me get her back so easily!" Cris half said half laughed.

"And what if I did take her?"

I regret those words.

As soon as they left my lips, Cris' face was covered with a scowl.

"You're such a lying bastard! I know you took her and you're going to pay bitch!" Cris spat.

Before I could do anything, Cris lunged on top of me. I tried to get him off of me but I didn't have any energy left in me.

Cris knew I couldn't stop him.

"You're such a pussy. I don't know what (y/n) saw in you," Cris laughed in my face.

"Shut up!" I yelled back.

"You should just forget about her. I'm not letting you have her back!" Cris spat.

That's when he pulled out the needle. The last thing I remember was cris inserting the point into my neck.

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Two chapters left!

~searra