Poison | Raura|

Voicemail

-Laura-

" You know what, we need to take you out to get laid" what did she just say.
I look at her in shock.
" I mean have fun" she corrects herself.

Okay I know I might not have a boyfriend or had a boyfriend in about 2 years, let alone have sex. Okay that's not the point, the point is I'm fine. I don't need to 'get laid' to get over Ross. Mind you I'm completely over him anyway. But it has been a while since I had fun.

I look at her then nod. " you know what your right I need that go out and have fun with my best friend, and you know a great place for that, the club".

She screams in excitement and I do as well.

~~~~~~~~~~~~4hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~

I let out a shriek. That what make the fifth person who grabbed my ass tonight. Am I drunk yes, am I lost yes , could I pass out any moment yes.

I need to go sit down.

" Liz I'm gonna go sit down over there" I say to my very drunk and dancing friend.
I point to were I'm going to sit and she nods.

I sit down and order a shot. What am I doing here. I've got classes tomorrow and alcohol makes me depressed.

I look over at Liz and watch her move. Man I wish I could actually dance like that, with no care in the world. I was once like that.

The first time I went to a big party was junior year of high school and I was dating Ross.

~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

" Laur loosen up its just me" I loved when he called me that. I looked up at him and nodded. I never really danced in front of so many people before, especially in front of Ross.

Sure I can move my hips to the rythm of the music but Ross is a way better dancer then me.
Then gas pedal by sage came on and I lost it.

Turn on song now

I love this song. Then without even thinking I start dancing, I turn my back to Ross and press myself against him. I hear him groan as my butt is pressed against his crotch.

I feel him get closer to my ear " wha-what are you doing" he says in a shaky breath.

" loosening up"

And with that I start dancing, grinding , hip rolling, little bit of twerking, body rolls. I grab his neck from behind and I hear him breath hard against my neck. He starts to kiss my neck and make hickeys. My dads gonna kill me. But I don't care I'm having to much fun.

And he's not objecting to my different behavior. He is grinding, touching, foundling, grabbing, kissing , sucking. And that feels so good.

I think I might be in love with this boy.

Turn off song
~~~~~~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~

I laugh to myself thinking of the memory
Do I miss him, am I still in love with him, why is he my everything still?

I need some air. I look behind me and see Liz dancing with some guy that she won't remember in the morning. As soon as we get back we're ordering an Uber and calling it a night.

I step outside the club and feel the cold breeze on my barley covered skin. Liz dressed me in some skimpy outfit, not usually my style but being up this late is definitely not usually me style.

Liz outfit

Laura outfit

I take out my phone and look at his contact.

Am I really gonna do this. I'm going to regret it in the morning. But no time like the other right, wait is that the phrase?

I put the phone to my ear and hear it ring. ' hey this is Ross, leave your name and reason for calling I'll call as soon as I can Bye'.
Voicemail.

I miss his voice so much. And here come the water works. Okay here goes nothing.

" hey Ross, it's Laura"