~Ross~
" good night baby" she rolled over on her side and fell asleep.
" good night love" I say getting out of bed. Courtney would get upset because I had to work at 1 in the morning, but she gets used to it.
I kiss her on the top of the head, get dressed, cause we just had sex, and leave out the room.
I'm not hungry because we just ate, and then I had dessert if you know what I mean😏. So I guess I'll grab a water and leave. I take a water bottle out of the fridge then head out the door.
I get in the car and just sit there. I do that because I like just sitting there and thinking about were my life is, or more like checking up on social media and playing games on my phone.
'1 voicemail from unknown number'
That's odd. Guess I might as well just listen to it.
I press play " hey Ross, it's Laura" I look at my phone in complete shock I can't believe she still had my number after what I did to her. She sniffles through the phone. " I was really hoping that you would pick up because I miss you a lot and um *sniff* " she whimpers. Is she crying? "I'm sorry that I'm crying right know but I'm drunk and umm" she lets out a short cry that she was trying to hold in. "I'm sorry this is bull shit, * sniff* I miss you a lot. You were my first everything, kiss, boyfriend, sex. I- I just know I sound crazy I'm not gonna remember this in the morning. God, there's a lot of alcohol in my system. I just wish we could of... I don't know worked out. I'm cold and I'm tired and I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything is going be fine. And all I could think about is you. You should see where I am right now * sniff*" she lets out a giggle. "I don't even know where I am. Well I'm just gonna go, this is so stupid. I just... miss you so much and i just want you to know , that's I know that I'm never gonna be the love of your life but you will always be the love of mine.* sniff* UGHHH this sounds so corny just delete this when you get it. I'm done good bye Ross" she silently cries again and sniffles a lot. " why won't it let me hang u-" it hangs up.
Wow. I don't know what to say. I did this to her, I made her feel this way. I have to talk to her.
I look at the time on the screen of my phone.
" and I have to go to work, fuck" I say cursing at myself.
What am I gonna say. What is she gonna say.
I need to see her again.
