We were currently on stage at one of our concerts, it going great so far except for the part that Camila keeps trying to grab my attention.
I love Camila with all my heart that it hurts it really hurts and the fact that she purposely hurt me by cheating in me with Austin broke me into pieces!
She apologies again and again but I can't get it out of my mind that someone I love and care for so deeply someone I would do anything for would hurt me.. purposely.
We had just preformed 'me&my girls' and our next song coming up was 'miss movin on'
"So guys our next song is 'miss movin on' and it's my personal favourite of the album so I hope you enjoy it!" I told the audience while looking directly at Camila!
(Camila)
I'm breaking down gonna start from scratch,
Shake it of like an etch-a-sketch
My lips are saying goodbye
My eyes are finally dry
Camila sang her part beautifully as ever but she was staring at me the whole time I could see the sadness in her eyes.
(Lauren)
I'm not the way that I used to be
I took the record of repeat
You killed me but I survived
And now I'm coming alive!"
I'll never be that girl again
Noooo
I'll never be that girl again
Noooo
My incense is wearing thin but my heart is growing strong,
So call me call me call mee
Miss movin on!!
I sang down the mic glaring at Camila who now had tears running down her face not to mention the ones running down mine.
The other three girls had noticed and carried on the song but as soon as it was finished they called for a break and we all walked of the stage.
Me to the left and Camila to the right
"Lauren what happened?" mani asked me "I don't know I was singing and staring at Camila it all came back you know?" I cried
"Aw laur this is for your own good!" she told me I just looked at her confused whilst she trailed me down a corridor"What? where are we going?" I asked confused "Lauren please don't hate me im I mean we're doing this for your own good!" she told me "mani wh-"she was cut of my Normani.
"Dinah did you do it?" Mani ask Dinah.
Dinah just nodded and the next thing I know Is I'm being shoved into a room and the lock gets turned."Guys what are you doing this isn't funny"i banged the door.
"We arnt letting you's out until you's talk" ally shouted through the door"What are yous talking about" I shouted back
"I didn't know they were doing this I swear" I heard a voice behind me god I'm so stupid I closed my eyes wishing this was a dream.
At that moment I kicked the door really 'really' hard "dammit you three better let me out or I swear"i shouted through the door I was be-owned pissed!
"Can't you Evan be in the same room as me?" she asked In a quite voice
"Obviously I just rather keep my distance" I scoffed
"Lauren- no don't Camila" I cut her of and gave the now badly battered door another kick."Stop it or you'll hurt yourself!"camila sternly told me I scoffed "as if you'd care"i laughed bitterly
"Obviously I'd care lo" she told me "no you don't get to lo me Camila if your cared about me getting hurt you wouldn't have fucking cheated in me with that wanna be Justin bieber!" I told her raising my voice.
"Lauren I'm sorry I'm so so sorry Iv said sorry more than I can count I know I made a mistake and I know that I can't do any more to show you how sorry I am how long are you going to keep this up?she asked
"Until it's so bad the band will split up? or until you go back into depression? or how about making me suffer? Iv no idea tell me what to do!" she told me
"Tell you what to do okay! Camila I loved you! I loved you so much I can't Evan explain fuck I still love you and it is driving me insane because all I want to do is forget about you because I know you never loved me back because who the hell hurts someone purposely that they love!" I told her tears welling in my eyes
She stepped closer to me "Lauren I loved you so much! I still do, I love you so much that I'm still here everyday trying to at least get a conversation out of you! it was one stupid kiss that's all it was stupid and I regret it so so much lo!" she pleaded
She closed her eyes and rubbed them "I'm not explaining very well"she told me and I scoffed
"It's like this when I kissed you I got all these sort of butterflies in my stomach my palms would get all sweaty and I would be so nervous to face you after incase I made one mistake it felt like there were fireworks all around us!"she told me grinning
"But that one stupid kiss felt like nothing compared to that all I felt really? was a pair of lips on my own and it was more like an experiment because I was scared of coming out a lesbian scared of committing and scared that if I started a relationship with you it would fall threw and we'd loose are friendship"she told me
"But it seems I all ready fucked that up" she sighed I giggled slightly and she lifted her gaze to mine and smirked "what?" she asked shyly "you never curse" I told her smiling
"Oh yeah oops"she laughed I couldn't help it any more I walked over to her and she looked up confused to what I was doing I grabbed her face gently with both my hands and connected our lips which moved in perfect sync.
Once we broke apart I was lost in them amazing brown orbs I was broke out of my thought when Dinah shouted
"Are my sailors ready to board?" she asked and I looked to camz and back to her "sorry what?" I laughed out
"The crew is back together and I'm the captain if this ship the S S Camren is back to floating"she grinned and mani and ally we're clapping I looked to Camila and blushed but she'd all ready beating me to it.
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Camren(One Shots)
FanficThese are short story's (one shots) about Camren (Lauren and Camila from fifth harmony). Please let me know what you think of them?