One Night's Mistake (MINGKIT) (mpreg) -UNEDITED

Chapter 15 - Mingkwan's Dilemma

A/N: Thank you very much for your support! Thank you for my silent readers, commenters, voters. Sending you love. Btw, this chapter is dedicated to Senpai Burnt_Ice . Thank you for motivating me! ❤️. Sorry for the late update! Please continue to read my works!

Warning: Mature scenes at this chapter! Proceed with your own discretion! ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

KIMMON

My head hurts and it felt like it was breaking. Apparently it was my fault since I haven't controlled my drinking habits last night. When was the last time I did that? I honestly cannot remember... Tch. How can I remember when my memories are not coming back at all? I sighed as my eyes are still closed, I tried to massage my temples as I slowly open my eyes.

I cannot help but frown when I realized that I was at a different room. I tried to look at my surroundings and quietly observe it to find out where I am until a painting took my interest. It was the replica of Van Gogh's painting, the Sunflower. I smiled at it because I can still remember how fond Copgi is whenever he tells me stories related to his favorite authors, musicians, painters, etc. He is really fun to watch whenever he's like that because he will be an expressive person. Well, Copgi is a sweet person.

I attempted to get out of Copgi's bed because he was nowhere in sight. I want to cuddle with him because it feels cold. As I stepped out of his comforter, I noticed that I was only wearing my boxer shorts.

"What the hell happened last night? Why am I only wearing this? Did I do something bad to Copgi?" I muttered as I walk out of his room as my feet directed me straight to my room. Upon opening the door, I see Copgi laying on my bed on his fetal position. If I was not that observant, I would not notice that tears are falling from his eyes. He was crying on his sleep. I don't want to see how hurt he is so I decided to walk gently so that he will not wake up from my noise. I carefully laid my body on the bed as I tried to wrap my arms around his waist. I hugged him as I placed my chin near his neck. I whispered sweet words to make him stop. "Copgi, stop crying na. Kimmy is here for you already," I spoke softly on his ears.

Instead of him calming down, he screamed at the top of his lungs, "No, please don't, please don't... d-don't touch me... No! Cooper help me please!" I was worried that he would sink further in his nightmare, so I shook his body for him to wake up. "Copgi! Copgi! Wake up! You're having a nightmare."

Copter sobbed as he opened his eyes. I tried to wrap him in my arms but he pushed me away. I don't know why but it felt painful being rejected by this guy.

"K-kimmon, p-please... I-I n-need t-to b-be a-alone... I-I n-need t-to t-think..." Copter said in between his sobs. He looked so tired and his hair was a mess. His robe is in disarray and I could see red marks on his neck, his chest... what the fuck did I do last night?

"Copgi... please don't push me away," I said softly as I went out of the room to take my shower. As I walked towards the bathroom, my footsteps and heart felt heavy at the same time. I was able to confirm that by those marks, I made him mine last night. I touched him without even considering his feelings. I'm such a pathetic person! I don't think I can even forgive myself for that.

"Fuck. I'm such a jerk... I hurt the person that I promised not to... Shit!" I muttered as I repeatedly punch the wall with which the shower nozzle is attached to.

Cooper help me please!
Cooper help me please!
Cooper help me please!

Who the fuck is that Cooper? Is he more important than me? Damn it!!!

"Damn it!" I screamed as I hit the wall hard, finally giving me cuts on the skin of my right knuckles. I felt the sting when blood flowed out of those cuts. This pain is not enough. I deserve more than this.