The girl from the bar

Part 8

I looked at Lucy confused and saw her girlfriend go behind mine!. Lucy and I stand up and followed them.
Camila's POV
I was scared since the moment Lauren told me that the girl comes to My school. When we went to the table I saw Veronica, I freaked out and went outside. "Karla wait!" She say grabbing my arm to stop me. When I saw her face I slap her and all the memories came back. Me on the floor crying, emails saying that the world would be better without me and coming to Dinah with bruises. "Camz!"Lauren say when she saw me slapping Veronica. "Is okay I deserved that". "Baby why would you deserve that"Her girlfriend asked. She looked at her and then me "I know I made you suffer a lot in high school and in middle school too and finally I have the opportunity to ask you to Please please Karla forgive me I think I did that because you were always so open with your sexuality and good grades and I felt so jealous also i had a little attraction towards you". "What the fuck is going on here?"Lauren said. My eyes were wide , she felt attraction for me? And that's why she bullied me?. "That's doesn't make any sense". Veronica looked at me wait did I say it out loud?. "I know it doesn't make any sense it just I was scared to come out"she said. Lauren clear her throat, I looked at her then at Veronica. Veronica turned to face them while I was trapped din my thoughts without saying a word. "I bullied her mentally and....physically"she say looking down. "WHAT?!"Lauren shouted. I could tell that Vero was ashamed and I honestly can't bear grudge so I turned her back to me and hug her. "I forgive you Vero" I whispered, then her arms where around me. "I'm really sorry Karla". "Is okay I'm sorry for slapping you tho"i say getting back. "I deserved it and you have a really strong left"she say making me giggle. Lauren and Lucy looked at each other "W-what you mean physically?"Lauren asked. Vero stay by my side and I looked at her "Look I don't think Karla wants to remember that and me either I am really ashamed of that and I am going to live the rest of my life with it". "What you mean?and why you are calling her Karla?!" Lauren say when Lucy hold her arm. "You are not in position Lauren". Veronica and I looked at each other confused. "This is going to be really weird"Lucy mumble. 
   "Pardon?"Vero asked. "Nothing baby". I feel a weird vibe here. "Lauren who is she?". Lauren and Lucy looked at each other AGAIN. "Is it me or here is something wrong"Vero mumble by my side. "Lucy? What you mean?a friend? right?lucy?"she say really nervous. "Lauren just say it". She suspire "So You know that you told me that you felt that I was like lying?". She continue "I did lie". Breath. "When I meet you I had a friend with benefit you can call it" my heart dropped literally. "And I used to sleep no em I am was a fuckgirl". Lucy looked at her really awkward. Wait wait hold up. So she probably has sleep with a lot of girl that what fuck girl basically means right?.
For a moment I thought she was going to be my first and me her first if that makes any sense?. But it was dumb from my part since Lauren is a gorgeous girl. I think that's the part that hurt but I like her so much but the thought of her being sleeping well she slept with some girls made me insecure like what if she cheated on me? Or have me as her side chick?.
Vero rubbed my arm "Camz?". "Wait but I have a question"Veronica said. Lauren and Lucy looked at her while I was looking at Lauren upset?disappointed? Mad?. "Who is she? You never have talk about her". Hold up what they don't each other . "You two?"I ask from nowhere. "No no no"Lauren said. "Then?". "Lauren changed classes and she didn't know anyone so I talked to her and then she told me well she didn't stop talking about this girl who have her heart". "Yeah right.. why you lying?!". "Baby we can talked about it later". Lauren walk toward me she try to hold my hand and I back off a little. The girls looked at me "I wanna go home". "I can take you"Lauren said. "No, I-I text you tomorrow". "But Camz". "Lauren I'll text you tomorrow"I say walking "Karla let me take you is dark"Vero said. "What about Lucy?". "She can go with Lauren".
   She drove "You think Lucy is lying?". "Yes there is something like every time she lies she fix her glasses and looked down". "Do you think Lucy and Lauren?". "Oh no Lucy is not capable of that she hates cheaters". "For how long have you two been dating? I'm sorry for asking to much". "One year and don't worry I always wanted to be close with you.... in a good way". I smiled "Why you did that Veronica?". "Did what?". "Ask for forgiveness now?". "I always wanted to do it Karla Lucy change the way I look at life not now I have been looking for you since you like left". "Really?". "Yes, ask Dinah". "Dinah?". "Yeah well first I got beat and then I try to talked to her but she didn't believe me". "Wait Dinah fought?". "Yes I deserved it and probably she didn't told you because you know it was obvious". "Well she is really overprotective". "I saw that believe me" I giggle. "And Karla?". "Mhm". "I'm sorry about your parents". I looked at her "Is okay". I can imagine what exactly Dinah did to Veronica. "You wanna grab something to eat?". "Yes I'm dying I need to clear my head and we can eat it at my Apartment if you want to of course". "Look at us talking like this". "I know right my childhood bully now my friend wow". We both laughed "Aye I bet we are going to be besties"she say parking at Dominos Pizza. "Whatever"I say giggling.
   We got the pizza and went to my apartment. "Karla why you reacted like that like I know is hard to know that the girl you like has already slept with probably a lot of girls but". "How you know I like her?". She move her lips funny "Common Karla is obvious the way you looked at her like damn". "I don't know is like for an instant I thought that never mind". "Common you can trust me". "Is that I thought for some dumb reason  that I could be her first like ok we met at the club where I worked and was perfect like we dance but without knowing each other and then she came back the next day to talk to me well to know and she invited me out and that's when all started and today she asked to be her girlfriend and is making me insecure right now like she didn't told me before she told me she was single and what if she cheated on me?". "That's not dumb Karla you just fell in love and is okay tho like I get your point if I were in your position I would be heart broken because of the lie but"she say biting her slice of pizza. "You have to look at things the other way tho you know that everybody have a past and now you are her present and she said that she want to change... for you". She really have change and she is right. Like I cannot be selfish like I have to understand that she had a past and she willing to change."What?"she say giggling. "I just can't believe we are like this"I smiled. "I know right but I am happy that I saw you again". "I have a question". "Wassup". "What you mean when you said attraction towards me?". She giggle "Oh common Karla don't make me talk about that".
"I'm just curious"I say giggling as well. Brrr.
  Lolo❤️:
    Camz I know it was wrong of me for not saying anything before. But I swear Camz you are my present and future maybe you are not my first but there is one thing I know.. and that is that you are going to be my last I give you my word on that Camila Cabello I have never felt what I feel for you before I love you❤️please talk to me I don't want to lose you because of my stupid mistakes.