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I'm Recovering

OK guys. Before I write the next part I need to address something. Cutting yourself. I do this. That is a picture of my wrist right now. My reasons may be stupid or ignorant or not even reasons at all. I do it because I need to prove to myself I'm not weak and to punish myself when I do something wrong. And some dark and numb and depressed and sick part of me likes the way it feels. Last night I made myself bleed. The night before I told my friend I cut myself. Then she did it and I felt responsible. So I made myself bleed. I've promised to stop until my cuts heal. But if you ever feel like u need to talk to someone, please talk to me. I will always listen and give advice if u need it. But please, please don't harm yourself. I'm still recovering. I regret it bc now I can't show my wrists in public. Or around my mom. Please, do not harm yourself. There are people who are ready to talk when u need it. You just have to reach out to them. I live with depression and anxiety. And those two don't mix well. But I am proud of myself because I'm still alive. I haven't committed suicide. I cut my wrists. That's as far as I go. I don't even use a knife. I know I have to much I still want to do. I want to fulfill my life and I know other people would be extremely upset if I left. If u feel this way, please tell someone. No one should have to feel like this. It sucks. But I'm here still.~

"I threw my heart in the fire, I've never fallen from higher. But I'm still here. I'm still here."