FUMES. (Larry Stylinson)

Louis.

Updating because I'm in the library and I got a free lecture? The last chapter was only about harry, his intro. This will be a Louis one.

Also, I started 'Emerald Eyes' by Larry_Lashton yesterday night. How fucking amazing. I honestly love angie.

Louis in the story. *screams*

Okay so here we go.

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She pushed me against the wall, her lips never leaving mine.

I held her petite waist, as she tugged at my hair and tried to remove my t-shirt. Her hand lifted the hem of my shirt and pulled it over, tossing it across the bedroom.

She was in dominance, and I couldn't stop her. I was too tired. Mentally and physically. I guess I needed this. My thoughts were clogged up but then she started touching me. Her hands travelled up and down my bare sides, her lips near my ear. She bit my earlobe, which was rather disturbing, than pleasuring. One of her hand lingered at my waist, as though unsure. She wispered something into my ear.

Her voice didn't affect me, but the hand which unzipped my jeans did. I was hard as she rubbed me over. The kissing almost didn't affect me, and I was surprised. Maybe it was my sexuality.

She slowly took a step backwards, and lifted her top over her head. Wait was I supposed to do it? Well fuck. She came back to me, as she pressed her boobs which were almost spilling out of her bra, to my chest. She smirked and kissed my neck, and I was lost. I held her breasts, and her kisses trailed to my ear.

"Fuck me." she said.

She went to the bed, buttoned down her shorts, and sat there in red lacy panties. She motioned me to join her. She was making weird faces, the lip bite, making me wonder how on earth was that sexy.

She waited there for me, and I couldn't focus.

What the fuck are you doing Louis? Why are you here? Why are you with a girl? You know girls don't turn you on. Why did she take off her shorts?

It hit me then, she wanted to have sex. Slut. Idiot. You are an idiot louis. It was obvious.

I couldn't help but think how I didn't expect this. Seeing her like this just filled my mind with thoughts, and they were definitely not about having sex. Infact, my hard on was not a hard on anymore.

Obvious. It was obvious that she wanted sex. If she just wanted to make out, she would've done that in the club. Why would you bring her to this motel in the first place? You're so dumb. Now what. Fuck. How do you say no when she's practically waiting for you to come fuck her?

My head wasn't working and I had the urge to facepalm because of how stupid I was. But of course she wanted sex. She was willing to give me her body, without any feelings. I wonder how people manage to do that.

Sex is supposed to be nice, a feeling of love, when you know that you and your loved one can't get any closer than this. It's just so overwhelming to think about how your love would satisfy you, a promise to keep you protected, and saying 'I love you' while making love. What can be more beautiful? Seeing them as they are, showing them all your flaws, trusting them with everything, your body, and accepting them as they are.

But I guess I'm the only dumbfuck who thinks this way. Having sex was against my principles. Hook up, but no sex. Cal called me an idiot, but I didn't care. I don't want a physical relationship, until I won't hesitate to take a bullet for them.

And yet here I was, in a cheap motel room, with a half naked girl sitting right in front of me, whom I met at a club, well she kissed and I went along. Didn't think I'd be at this point where I would think about slapping the fuck outta her and telling her to go home to mama and learn some etiquettes. How can she give away her body to a stranger?

Well what was I just doing tho.

It's quite ironical actually. I don't mind messing around till I can arouse everything, just the whole base two lot. I have been on base three just once, when I was drunk and my boyfriend decided to blow me without consent. He was thrown out the very next day.

I'm kind of weird, I contradict myself. I kiss random girls and guys, but push them off when they get to my waistband.

I'm quite an asshole actually.

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Oof. Straight pre-smut? I'm sorry, I don't like it as well. But yeah well I hope this chapter told you a lot about louis. Comment and tell me?

Also, I completed Emerald Eyes and she has to update it and I just can't waITTTTTTTT.

Anyway, the next chapter will be the storyline. This is where it starts.

Adwayi x