Complicated Love~ Minatozaki Sana x Male reader

Gone but not Forgotten

- Y/n's POV -

I put my phone back on the bedside table and laid next to Sana on the bed. I am really confused now, am I Sana's boyfriend? If I am, then what about Jungkook? and I can never forget about Jennie. Sana turned on her side; facing towards me. 

...

I quickly leaped across the steps to make it to the third floor. I ran past everyone in the hallway, hoping to make it in time; the third-floor library is usually empty. I swung the doors open and started to look for Jennie.

I finally found her sitting on a table with her head down.

"Hey Jen, I'm here. What's wrong?" I asked looking worried.

Jennie lifted her head up, revealing her bloodshot eyes. 

"Hey, have you been crying all day??" I asked once again. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her closer to me.

"I got an email this morning, informing me that I will be transferred to New Zealand to complete the rest of my Bachelor's Degree" Jennie said.

"But...you'll come back right?? Please?" I asked

"I don't know yet Y/n, I don't want to leave but at the same time I have to"

My heart sank, Jennie has always been a really great friend...and now she is going to leave...forever. 

I stood up and pulled Jennie in for the longest hug I've ever gave to another person. From the moment I saw her, I've always had some feelings for Jennie. But Sana...they both keep messing with my mind. I don't know who to choose.

"Jen, I know that this is important for you and your future. I really can't do anything else except to support you. I'll make sure we keep in touch..." My eyes started to water.

Jennie gave a forced smile and hugged me again.

...

Today is the day,

The day of Jennie's Departure. We drove to Incheon Airport together, our eyes had been incredibly red from all the tears that have escaped. Coincidentally, the radio was playing sad and slow songs all morning. 

When we finally arrived, I opened the trunk and took out Jennie's suitcases. She had her Teddy Bear, Nini, clutched against her waist. We hugged for the last time, a tear droplet trickled down her face. I used my thumb to wipe it off , I then placed my palm on her cheek and kissed her forehead.

Jennie turned around and started to walk away; looking back at me after every 5 steps, I felt something was missing...Oh I know... I ran towards Jennie as fast as I could before she had reached her gate. I spun her around and kissed her on the lips...I will never regret doing this. Everyone surrounded us in amazement, they cheered for us as I held Jennie's hand and walked her towards the gate.

I said goodbye for the last time and there she went...off to start a new life in New Zealand. I couldn't bear the thought of my closest friend leaving me.

The moment had ended, I drove back to the dorm while trying to hold my tears back. Her scent was still stuck to me, my sleeve was drenched with tears.

...

I got back to the dorm, locked the front door and slumped against it with my head down on my knees. Sana peered around the corner and hurriedly ran towards me.

"Y/n what's wrong?" Sana asked

"Oh no, I'm fine. Just some personal stuff I would like to keep to myself" I replied.

"Oh alright then" Sana said as she sat down next to me.

"Wait don't sit here, the floor's cold" I picked her up and settled her down on the couch. I needed some way in order to forget about the fact that Jennie won't be here anymore.