feelz

fall

well i fall and i fall again,

scared of scraping my knees,

i wanna stay far from the edge.

but sometimes a pair of eyes meet mine,

doesn't move me much,

other times it hits me like lightning.

then i make mistakes and say nothing,

or i say too much too fast,

fucking it up before it starts.

i feel too much or nothing at all,

average love is not what i want,

less than fire is not enough.

hey, i don't want you to look at me,

or even think and wonder about me,

or touch me unexpectedly

but i want you to see me.

now you're feeling cold like winter,

breathing smoke in a blue haze.

wish that i could show you i feel.

well i fall and i fall again,

i refuse to fall to the ground this time,

and so i decide that i won't.

but sometimes a pair of eyes meet mine,

and it hits me like lightning,

leaves me overanalyzing,

and dreaming things about you and i,

but i swear that doesn't mean i'm falling.

don't know what to do about this,

it's probably hopeless, such misfortune.

for i am always more than it seems,

or less than it seems,

eternally reaching for expectations.

and i will fall and i will fall again,

in love with everything beautiful and strange.