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Friday,

So yeah. I'm in my freshman 101 class currently. It's kind of dumb because it's supposed to be first block because it's like a 30 minute block but oh well. They changed a lot of classes today for no reason.

I already don't like my new teacher thought because I was on my phone typing the first paragraph of this and he was like "Phones should be powered off during this class and you'll thank me when your phone is still charged next block. Turn off all phones please."  Obviously throwing shade at me. But I still was on my phone and people were looking at me pfft. But this is the first time I've went to school this week because where I live it snowed and it doesn't snow often so ya know Marsha Sneek (lmao the head of the school system) was like "YAKNOW BLACK PEOPLE HATE THE COLD CANCEL SCHOOL" and yeah.

But anyways I'm ready to leave school already because I ordered a popsocket like Wednesday with a Walmart gift card my sister let me have and it's supposed to come today so I'm SO EXCITED

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But anyways I'm ready to leave school already because I ordered a popsocket like Wednesday with a Walmart gift card my sister let me have and it's supposed to come today so I'm SO EXCITED. I tried to order a case but the card only had 20 dollars on it pfft.

The popsocket I ordered^My birthday is also February 7th so I'm excited about that too

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The popsocket I ordered^
My birthday is also February 7th so I'm excited about that too. My grandma said she's going to send me a special gift for my birthday so I'm curious about that too 🤔

My grandma is horrible at giving gifts (still love her though sksks) other than clothes (because she usually just gets me Nike clothes.) The reason she said she's getting me something good for my birthday is because I helped take care and watch my sister who has cancer. She had a germ cell tumor covering part of one of her ovaries and they took it out but it had already ruptured meaning the tumor shed some pieces and it's spread. So I helped take care of my sister in the hospital (she's home now.) It's taken a huge toll on my life actually. I've lost contact with all of my friends and I'm very quiet now. I've changed so much over the past few years. It's made me change my whole outlook on life. I've never thought she (we as a family) would go through something like this. We used to joke about bald people looking like they have cancer sksksk. Now look at us. I can see myself changing

 I can see myself changing

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but anyways

I deleted my insta💀 im mad and happy about it. Its helped me not to be caught up in social media. But then again I'm sad I've lost all of my messages and memories from Instagram. I made a new account though to lurk and post a funny video here and there.

My teacher was right about the phone going dead thing because my phone is on 27% 💀

Anyways my song recommendation(s) are
Weary by Solange
Everything Stays by Willow Smith
Mascara by Jazmine Sullivan

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