It's Not A Dream Anymore

Chapter 10

Taylor's P.O.V.

*3 Years Back*

I felt really bad after what happened that day.I was a emotional wreck.I didn't ate,drank,showered or even slept for days.I kept replaying the event that happened in my head again and again.I think i lost a lot of weight and my beard is just overgrown i practically looked like a hobo now.They would come and check on me every day and tried consoling me but to no avail.Until one day adam came to my doorstep.

Ding dong i heard my doorbell.Who could it be i thought.It can't be them again can it?i went to my door and unlocked it to see adam at my door.

"Can i come in?"said adam.

"Sure"i said as i made way for him to come in.

I signaled him to have a seat and he did.And we started talking.

"What brings you here?"i said pretending like i didn't know the real reason he is here.

"Please stop pretending like you don't know the reason why i'm here"adam said seeing through my lie.

"You guys need to stop worrying about me i'm doing just fine"i said sounding as calm as possible.

"Taylor,we were worried sick about you.We kept calling you but you didn't pick up,we texted you but you didn't reply back and you say that we should stop worrying about you!"adam said slightly raising his voice at me.

"Just leave me alone i'll be fine soon don't worry yourself"i said.

"You know"he started crying again."The taylor i know doesn't give up this easily when life knocks him hard,the taylor i know would smile even though the sky is falling,the taylor i know wouldn't push people close to him far away and the taylor i know"adam suddenly stopped cause he was practically sobbing right now.

"I'm sorry i almost made you killed yourself"i said as tears go streaming down my cheeks.

"I forgive you already man just move on already will you this is the taylor i know.We all missed you so badly especially hayley.You wouldn't show up for band practice at all.Paramore is basically running without a guitarist at this rate."adam said.

"But how could you forgive me that easily i was so blinded by jealousy...."i said kinda shocked at what he said just now.

"Look taylor you have every right to be jealous and angry at me but you have to stop doing this to yourself,we care about you just go back to being back the taylor we know okay?"adam said begging me like his life was on the line.

I immediately pulled him for a nice long hug and somehow i hugged him so hard he's almost ran out of breath.

'Taylor.......i think you're......hugging me too.........tight"adam said as i could barely understand his words.

"Sorry what were you saying just now?"i said as i finally stopped hugging him.

"Thank god you finally let me go i almost ran out of breath there.Phew"adam said with relief.

"Oh i'm so sorry adam"i said pulling my cute puppy face.

"Save your cute faces for hayley later as you might need it.Lucky for you we have band practice again today in a hour so you better get dressed or something"adam said.

"Guess this is the chance to redeem myself to them huh?"i said.

"Yes this might be your only shot too"adam said to me.

"What?"i said.

"Just get ready will you,i'll tell you on the way to practice okay?"adam said to me.