just kiss already

a new school

Tyler's pov.
 
3 Months after my mom's death

Beep Beep Beep

"Ugh"I open my eyes as soon as I get up I start my morning routine when I move to grab my clothes and go to the shower I'm not even in control after I'm done with my shower I dry my hair and dress I'm still half asleep I brush my teeth then turn on the coffee maker

I proceeded to make breakfast for me and my little brother Josh when I was done I set it on the table and walked to his room

"Joshy wake up I made you breakfast,"I said in a sing-song voice calling him by the nickname mom called him trying to make sure he wouldn't  be grumpy although I doubt that should happen Josh is the complete opposite of me so he's a morning person

He immediately sat up "really what did you make for me," he said excitedly as he rubs the sleep from his eyes I smiled

"Your favorite,pancakes" his eyes lit up only mom made us pancakes and I know he misses her more then I do(not that I didn't miss her it's just he was always closer to her) so I want to do something special before he had to be shipped off to public school

He got out of bed to quickly to be humanly possible and ran to the table I smiled lightly and walk to the table by the time I got there he was already half done

"Woh Woh please slow down I don't want you to get sick on your first day" I love him and as much as I hate the thought of going to public school I don't know how to take care of a sick Josh yet

"Yeah you probably wouldn't  be able to chase me down" yes Chase him down he would insist he's not sick and run around to prove it which would result to him throwing up and continued or him to keep doing until he passes out he's a strange teenager

"That's not something to be proud of"I look at him with my eyebrows raised he shrugged then ate and I drank my coffee
Ah, coffee

When we're done he got dressed he came out and gave me a hug
"What's this for,"I ask confused
He smiled pulling away so I can see his face

"thank you, Tyler I know you can tell I'm nervous about the whole public school thing I really don't want to start 8th grade you've been here for me at the hardest times and I've read stories of brothers who hate each other and I'm glad you're my brother I love you" 

" 1.I love you too you dork 2.your not getting rid of me that easy and 3.of course I'll be here for you, your the nicest brother anyone can ask for so the least I can do is be the shoulder you cry on" he smiled and went to brush his teeth I put a piece of gum in my mouth

I grabbed our backpacks with our papers and we sat on the couch

"Show me the thing" he looks at me excitedly I know what he was talking about but I wanted to tease him

"What thing" I had to fight back a smile he looks at me unimpressed and glared at me for a second

"The YouTube thing" I smiled and gave in this was literally the only thing we have in common we love watching YouTube him for the videos me for the people

"Ok but only 3 videos we need to catch the bus got it,"I said as I turn on a video of Troye (Sivan) and Tyler (Oakley)

We watched 3 then we heard a noise outside Josh jumped and I just grabbed or backpacks and told him I was just the bus we went on  Josh and I was about to sit together when the bus driver stopped us "middle schoolers and kindergarten in the front Jr high in the middle and high schoolers in the back" she said in a thick musky voice

I looked at Josh even he didn't like her well that's probably because she's trying to separate us

"Josh look at me" he turns his face so I could see he petrified and worried  exasperation "look you have all your papers In your bag all you need to do is go to the office and they will help you from there you will make friends because you're awesome ok" he nodded be still didn't feel ok with leaving me right now