For You | Begin [COMPLETED]

Kabanata 15

Jungkook Jeon

Nung nasa pinto na ko ng dorm , narinig kong nag uusap sina Nadia at IU Noona. Nakinig muna ako sa usapan nila bago pumasok.

Nung narinig kong muntik nang may sabihin si IU Noona eh agad akong pumasok sa loob.

Si IU noona mukang nagulat din sa mga sinabi nya, si Nadia naman tulala. Parang naguguluhan.

Ngayon, umiiyak si Nadia sa mga bisig ko.

Ewan ko pero... Natutuwa akong kumakapit sya sakin ngayon na parang ako yung lakas nya.

Dahan dahang lumuwag yung kapit nya sakin, nagtaka ako pero hinayaan ko lang sya.

"S-sorry Jungkook. Aakyat muna ako sa kwarto ha?" Tumango na lang ako at hinayaan na sya.

Nag stay muna ako sa sala hanggang sa dumating na sina Hyung.

"Oh Jungkook! Kamusta date nyo ni Nadia?!" Tanong ni Jin Hyung.

"Okay naman... Kaso nung nasa lobby na kami kanina.. nakita namin si IU noona. Galing sya dito. "

"Nag kita sila ni Nadia?!!!" Gulat na tanong ni Hoseok Hyung

"Syempre naman. At ayon muntik nang madulas si Noona. May mga nasabi syang kakaiba kay Nadia. Nagkukulong ngayon si Nadia sa kwarto nya."

"Hindi mo kasi dapat sila iniwan ng silang dalawang lang. Ikaw ang pinili nya sating tatlo so you should be responsible enough at lagi syang samahan. Palibhasa you're just taking advantage of her dahil nangangailangan sya ng pera ngayon. O baka naman , hindi ka pa din talaga nakalimot sa nakaraan at gusto mo syang gantihan?" Alam kong galit si V hyung habang sinasabi nya yan , expressionless nanaman yung muka nya.

"Bakit sino ba sa'ting lahat ang nakalimot na sa nangyari dati? wala naman diba?" sabi ko at umakyat na sa kwarto ko. Ewan ko ba pero naiinis ako sa mga sinabi nya. Kung makapagsalita parang alam nya lahat!

Umupo ako sa harap ng computer ko at nakita yung picture ko kasama ang isang babae 10years ago.

Unti unting bumalik yung mga ala-ala ko nung mga panahon yon. 9years old palang kami non, nagkakilala kami sa hometown namin.. Busan.. we're neighbors.. we're playmates.. We're inseparable.. It was like , our lives were depended with each others heart..

Until we reached 11 years of our age. We met Jimin and the rest of the boys. We were all friends, were all comfy to each other kahit may nag iisang babae sa grupo namin.. She became our happiness , strength and lucky charm.

Were all happy , I still remember everyone's smile and the sounds of our laughters. Especially , hers.

When we reached 12 , she bid her goobye to us.. She's leaving

She said that their family is going somewhere far.. She can't state the exact place..

I love her... So I confessed..

"I love you Nadia , please don't leave." I said while tears were falling down.

I know we're too young for love... but I know what I'm feeling... is ... real love..

I thought my confession would change her mind , but she said that it's not enough reason to stay..

She promised that she'll be back but years passed , she didnt.

I feel betrayed.. I was hopeless...

When she's gone , my attention was caught by IU noona.. she became our friend.. I had a crush on her.. She knows all about our relationship to Nadia but she kept it as secret and never spoke about it.

I thought I'm in love with IU noona....

Until I saw Nadia on our dressing room , being V hyung's P.A I felt happy but anger took over me. Thats why I'm all rude and grumpy towards her.

How come she didnt recognize us?

She forgot about us.. All of us.. Even me...

I felt being betrayed twice by her... She's always hurting me...

Thats why I still convinced myself that I love IU noona, to forget about Nadia..

But IU noona got a boyfriend and I was hurt about that.. I admit , I fell in love with her too but I think it's not like my love for Nadia.

I heard that Nadia's Father has a debt on my Dad , well that was only a coincidence when I asked her to be my girlfriend to forget IU noona.

Now.. My mind says that I have to revenge.. I was left by her... but my heart says otherwise..

I love her but everytime she's with other man.. I'm being jealous and my jealousy makes me stupid to the point that im hurting her already...

Am I stupid? maybe I'm still not matured enough.. I'm not ready for love...

I'm not ready for you , Nadia.