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I just wanna be held

Every night it was the same routine for Ashton. Wake up, eat, nap, party, and bring home some drunk one night stand...Ashton thought he was doing something important he was "living his life to the fullest" and there to watch from the side was Luke. Luke loved Ashton with everything he had in him but he knew Ashton wasn't gay. Luke would be comforted by the boys everynight when they heard his sad sobs at night. They could barely be heard over the loud moaning from the fucking slag the next room over.

Next morning *Lukes pov*

I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing the sound replaying in my head over and over again after I silenced it. I walk to the the bathroom and stare at the same cheerful smiley face the world knows.. But only this time tear stained . I take a hard look at myself and begin to remember the sound of the door slamming and the loud moans of the people sleeping only a room over. I begin sobbing again.. I hear a quiet knock at the door expecting to see Mikey or Calum but instead greeted by Ashton. I look up at him from my little corner in the tub but quickly look back down ashamed of him seeing me like this. "hey" he says quietly "look at me" he says in a still somewhat soft voice but slightly laced with tension I flinch a bit don't look up "I said look at me" he says through what I know to be as gritted teeth I look at him and wipe my tears away "i-i'm s-sorry" I say stuttering a bit. "why are you crying" he says sitting in the opposite side of the tub, I simply shrug. "cmon baby tell me what's wrong" I gasp at the pet name and blush a deep red looking down at the floor he just laughs. "i-i..um i-i ashton" I say looking into his eyes "yes luke-ass" he says attempting to break the ice. I laugh a bit sniffling along the way, "c-ca-can..i.. I just want to be held tight at the moment and I wanna tell you I love you but I don't wanna make things weird because I know you don't like guys and I hate seeing you come home with new whores and it ju-just m-makes m-me sad" I say breaking down half way through the sentence. He looks at me wide eyed and speaks so low I almost can't hear him "I made you feel like this"
"I'm sorry Lukey I love you to but I thought you like Mikey cause you guys talk so much but now I realize he was trying to help" he holds out his arms for what I assume to be a hug I lunge onto his arms and instead of pulling away he holds me in his lap cooing lightly in my hair repeating "I love you baby I'm not letting go not now not ever" and we lay in each others arms til we fall asleep in the tub.