Hate and Help

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---- Trevor's POV ----

I had been in my room for almost the entire day trying to come up with an idea for a new main channel video. I had come up with a few diffrent ideas. Which included challenge videos, tag videos, and some ideas for a cover I was planing on doing. But the ideas i had, I wasn't really feeling it. So i did really what any other youtuber would do and that is, go onto the internet to find inspiration. I still couldnt find any thing I really liked. I ended up getting lost in the world of tumblr. But i was soon pulled out of my mindless scrolling when out of the corner of my eye I saw that Tara was caliing me.

---- Trevor- Tr, Tara- Ta ----

Tr- Hey Tara, whats up? *I could hear her sniffling, like she had just been crying.*

Ta- Well actually alot of things, do you think you could come over?

Tr- Yeah, deffinitly. What's wrong?

Ta- I'll tell you when you get over her, just let yourself in.

Tr- Okay, I'll be right over.

I knew that somthing had to be wrong becasue, she hardly ever cries and even when she dose she would usualy call Adrienne or one of her other girl friends but not me. I raced out my front door and a few houses down to Tara's place. I let myself in and found her sitting on her bed with tear stained cheeks and red eyes, with her computer infront of her. I walked over to her and quietly said "Tara... Are you okay?" She looked over and once she saw me a smile creeped onto her lips. I could tell she was happy that I was here. She patted beside her indicating for me to come sit down. I sat down next to her and once I looked at what was on the screen I saw that she was looking through her notifications. I started reading them and ask who these people were. she told me that they were some girls from back at her old school that were always trying to find ways to bully her and the other half she said were haters. I saw that she had scrolled down pretty far and some of the tweets were getting pretty harsh. From just reading these, knowing that they are directed to my girlfriend, and knowing that some of the tweets I had just read off her computer screen were from so called fans. I started getting angery at myself for letting this happen and being angry with the fans because I would never of thought that they would ever in a million years do something like. Thinking like this I started to get misty eyed.

---- Tara's POV ----

I could see Trevor's eyes starting to water. He asked me if he could do anything to cheer me up. I just shook my head and said " No, you don't have to do anything I'm fine."

Tr- Okay, if i know one thing that is when a girl says 'I'm fine' she is most defintly not fine.

---- Trevor's POV ----

After I said that all Tara did was move closer to me, and burry her face in my chest and cry.

---- The next day ----

Tara and I were laying on my bedroom floor staring at my ceiling with our hands intertwined with each others. It was in that moment that I finally came up with idea of what Tara and I could do for my main channel video.

---- Tara's POV ----

"Trevor I can't sing and your fans don't want to see me" I say to him when he asked me to sing with him for his video. "Guys you love Tara don't you?" Trevor said to the camera. "Trevor they don't didn't you see those tweets!" I said speaking my mind. "Okay , I guess were changing topics." He said cutely. "Trevor what are you going to do?." I ask nervously knowing he hates it when I talk badly about myself like that, all boyfriends do. He picked me up and placed me down in front of his camera. "Were going to sit here and I'm going to list off all the things I love about you, then I'm going to text the O2L guys and I'm going to read aloud what they like about you, lastly I. Going to ask my fans what they love about you." "Trevor that list isn't going to be very long." I said while sighing as he tweets something out. First off he started with saying what he loved about me. "Tara, I love your smile, your humor, personality, that your wise, stumbling, your hair, your smell, your loveliness, and you. Connor loves how you join him in his craziness and can lighten any situation. Jc loves how your always the shoulder that someone needs to cry on but thinks you need a shoulder to cry on. Kian loves how you play like the guys and aren't too girly. Sam loves how you can be as dirty as him. Ricky loves how you two can sit and talk nonsense all day. The fans love how you make me smile, brighten my day, make me blush, tease and ask the guys until we tell you our secrets. I love how my fans love you and how you can't wrap your head around this and I get to remind you every other day." Wow that was longer than I thought it would be. "Trevor trust me all that you mentioned isn't true. It's true there is nothing significant about me." "Tara stop filling my head with lies!" He stated. "I'm not lying, there is nothing significant about me!" I stated a little louder than I probably should of. "Tara I wouldn't love someone who has nothing significant about her. I love you , I chose you, out of any other girl I chose you and therefor you are special." Trevor was leaning in closer and closer the entire time he was talking he said the last word nearly a centimetre away from my face. "Trevor please d-" He plain out kissed me he wasn't joking around or teasing me. He's just kissing me. "I'm sorry, he stated but I've been wanting to do that since you started telling me that the was nothing significant about you. Tara I love you and I will never stop loving you." He said pulling away from me, I pulled him back into me and said "I love you too Trevor."

(AN- Hey so I'm at over 1300 reads that's more than I ever expected my book to get and all of you guys reading this book are making me want to keep the book going for along time but sadly it will come to an end sometime not anytime soon but maybe before school starts up again I will end this story. I don't know yet. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been reading my book from the beginning, I especially want to thank my friend Jill for helping me get out of my writers block whenever I have it by helping me brainstorm. So thank you for reading this and sticking with the story you guys are awesome.)

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