Maka's POV
"I'm going out!" I screamed, though I knew Soul wasn't listening. He never listened to me anymore. I don't see why, but for a few months, he's been really distanced from me. It's pissing me off. I just want to know why, but we never have a conversation long enough for me to ask. I just want to go back to the good old days, where he'd call me something stupid like 'tiny tits" and I would Maka Chop him.
Oh no!
Maybe it's because I Maka Chop him. Maybe he's sick of it and is avoiding me to avoid getting chopped. Oh, what did I do? I'm a monster. I scared away the one I love most.
I opened the door and quickly sped out of it before I started crying. Soul may not care, but Blair is really nosy, and she just got this new camera phone. The last thing I want is my sadness on Facebook.
I ran to the bar downtown to visit Liz. She just got a job there.(As a bartender for those with a dirty mind)
By the time I got there, I dried up my tears. Liz already knew my order by the time I walked in. "One large Vodka coming up" she returned and handed me the bottle.
Soul's POV
I sat in my room, Maka left a hour ago! Where is she?!?! Probably thinking I don't care. At least that's what Liz and Tsubaki told me.
It's probably because I've been avoiding her lately. Only because I've been seeing if I really love her! I needed time to think and I was afraid that if I talked to her too much, I'd explode it out on accident. And now she's god knows where, doing god knows what! It's all my fault!
Maka's POV
4 bottles later
Music starts to play, I don't know the song, but I dance anyway, screaming like a fangirl. I hear singing and look to the stage someone was singing it.
I look to Liz, " I want to sing too" I screamed. Liz nodded and said, "Fine, you'll be next, just wait a second," she left to the back room, coming back holding a black, strapless dress, that goes down to about the middle of my thighs, fishnet leggings and black, knee high, high heel boots. "Wear this"
I nodded eagerly and quickly went to the backroom to change. By the time I got back, the song was already done, and they were announcing my arrival.
I put music on from my I pod,(I keep the music with and without words, DON'T JUDGE ME!!) I turned it to my favorite song, 'Get Out While You Can' by Get Scared (on the side), and began to sing.
So trusting, stop feeling sorry for me.
Don't touch me, I'll never leave this place.
I'll only let you down
I'm fucking sick, believe me
I know I'll find a way to pull myself from the grave
I'm feeling careless
With your fragile little heart
How could I bear this
When it's tearing you apart
I feel that dirt of yours and now I'm shaking
This pain, these pills, my will is slowly fading
Save me from myself I'm going down
down, down
So trusting,stop feeling sorry for me.
Don't touch me, I'll never leave this place.
I'll only let you down
I'm fucking sick, believe me
I know I'll find a way to pull myself from the grave.
Where I've gone to
There's not a single light in sight
The sounds will haunt you
This Hell's not what I had in mind
It's crawling up my spine
And now I'm shaking,
My hate my sympathy
Is slowly
Fading
Save me from myself I'm going down
down, down
So trusting,stop feeling sorry for me.
Don't touch me, I'll never leave this place.
I'll only let you down
I'm fucking sick, believe me
I know I'll find a way to pull myself from the grave.
*Screaming* TO PULL MYSELF FROM THE GRAVE
You better get out while you can
This isn't going anywhere
I'm pickin' through my fingernails
I only warn you 'cause I care
Save me from myself I'm going down
down, down
So trusting,stop feeling sorry for me.
Don't touch me, I'll never leave this place.
I'll only let you down
I'm fucking sick, believe me
I know I'll find a way to pull myself from the grave.
The song ended and I put up the microphone, stumbling off the stage. It was hard due to the 4 inch heels and the fact I'm intoxicated. Only to see none other than Soul, staring at me wide eyed, a blush on his face.
Soul's Pov
I got angry, so I went to the bar downtown to cool off. When I got there, I was greeted by a pleasant surprise.
I saw Maka! She was stumbling off the stage, in a short dress. She looked really cute, though she was clearly drunk off her ass. I blushed as I stared at her wide eyed.
She turned away from me, angry. "What's up Maka?" I asked, grabbing her shoulders, forcing her to look at me. "You hate me!" she stated, like a five-year-old to her parents.
"Why would you think that?" I asked, knowing the ans er already."You've been avoiding me" she replied, matter-of-factly. " I only did that because..." I blushed harder " I love you"
She started to tear up, " I love you too Soul" she replied. Pulling me down to her height and kissing her.
The next morning
Maka's POV
I woke up with a terrible headace, 'what did I do last night?' I saw a video was playing on my TV. It was me, in a hooker outfit, singing 'Get Out While You Can' at a bar. After the song, it showed a confession between Soul and I.
When the HELL did THAT happen. At the end, it showed Liz saying "And that was the night you missed! Thank me later!"
Oh yeah! I told Liz to record my actions so I know what I did when I'm drunk. Now to talk to Soul.
He was already up, sitting in the living room, he looked surprised when I came in there and kissed him.
"What? You already know I love you, I know you love me!"
I'd pay to see the look that was on his face again.
I played the tape for him. "Gotta love Liz," I said, leaning on his shoulder. "Not as much as I got to love you" Soul replied as I calmly lay on his shoulder and fell asleep.
