Today was the first day of school after the summer holidays. I definitely didn't want to go to school. I got bullied at school a lot for quite a while now. That's also why I became depressed and why I'm cutting myself. I absolutely hated cutting myself but it just made me feel better somehow. Since people from my class started bullying me I felt like I was useless and nobody liked me. My best friend also left me when people said I was talking bad behind her back. I have never done that but she didn't believe. And now I'm here lying in my bed, not a person that would like me and I was so lonely.
"Beep Beep Beep Beep" I suggest my alarm clock as long as it takes to make the loud sound turn out. I rolled out of my bed and let out a groan. I look up to the wall. There are still hanging polaroid pictures of me and Cassey my "ex" best friend when we went to the Festival last summer. I miss that time. I get up and walk into the bathroom to take a shower. After I showered for about 10 minutes I take a towel and dry my face while I look into my big bathroom mirror. My black make up is still all over my face since I cried so hard yesterday because I didn't want to go to school the nesxt morning. Maybe I should stop wearing waterproof make up. I'll never get that out of my face again. So I start rubbing my eyes with the towel. After a while I finally got off my make up. I start drawing a thick but cute eyeliner on my eyelid. Also I put on a bit mascara. I brushed my teeth and then get back in my room to get dressed. I take a look into my closet and finally decide to wear a black skinny jeans and basic black shirt and of course my black vans. I pull over my black leather jacket to cover up my cutting scars on my arm.
I don't even say bye to my mom anymore after she and my dad divorced half a month ago. I was still angry of her and want them to get back together. I walk to the school bus and then sit down next to a girl which start laughing at her friend when I sat down next to her. "She's so ugly" she whispered to her friend. I think they new I heard that but I'm pretty sure they did it on purpose. Whatever. I put my headphones in and start listening to Linkin Park.
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He saved my life // Dan Reynolds FanFiction
FanfictionThis is a love story about two broken people who don't see the sense of life and living in depression for several years. Their lifes seemed useless until the day they met. Then they find out that the world is actually quite beautiful. It only depend...
