School was finally over now. I got into the bus and drive home. When I arrived I heard my parents. What my dad was back?! I haven't seen him since my mom decided to leave him. My dad means a lot to me but when I enter the house I hear them screaming at each other. ,,YOU ARE THE ONLY REASON THIS RELATIONSHIP DIDN'T WORK OUT!'' my mom shouts. ,,OH SO YOU'RE SAYING IT'S MY FAULT HUH!? MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE CHEATED ON ME!?''My dad shouts back. Wait! What?! My mom did cheat on my dad? Omg no!!! I'm standing in the hallway when my parents notice I'm actually home. My dad looks at me in a shocking way. ,,Oh hey sweetheart, I didn't want you to hear that'' He hugs me and I start crying. ,,What's the matter?'' I ask. ,,Just a bit struggle between your mom and me.'' I look into his eyes and feeling my tears roll down my cheeks. He's looking at me sadly and wipes away my tears. ,,Everything's gonna be alright.'' ,,Really?'' I ask shaking of scare. ,,Yeah sure. I love you sweetheart. I love you. See you soon.'' He gives me a kiss on my cheek and then leaves the house. I didn't even look for my mother anymore I just run up the stairs and into my bedroom. I start crying and slide down the door. Why? Why needs this to happen? My family was always doing fine but now it all broke apart. My whole life is breaking apart right now. I miss my dad and I hate my mom. I'm not supposed to be here. ,,I hate my life so much'' I whisper to myself.
After half an hour lying on the floor crying I stand up to go to my desk and take my little box with my razor in it. I take out my razor and sit down against my bed.
I start crying really hard again. My make up dropping on my arm. I take the razor and pull it over my inner arm. This time the slit was deeper than usual. The blood's flowing down my arm. I make 2 more cuts.
My vision gets a bit blurry. I try to stand up and take the water bottle out of my school bag to drink something. I'm shaking a bit when I start walking but I finally make it and start drinking the rest of the water.
Blood traces all over my floor. Finally my vision stabilizes. I stand up to go to my bed and lay down. I'm holding my arm and kinda enjoyed the pain I was feeling of the cuts. It hurts just as much as the pain when I hear my parents scream at each other.
,,Bing'' oh I got a message on my phone. I try to take my phone from my nightstand with the other hand.
It says 'unknown number' I open my conversations.
Unknown: Hey it's me Dan. From German class today if you remember :)
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He saved my life // Dan Reynolds FanFiction
FanfictionThis is a love story about two broken people who don't see the sense of life and living in depression for several years. Their lifes seemed useless until the day they met. Then they find out that the world is actually quite beautiful. It only depend...
