At night I wonder what my life will be my daughter is now 14 and she need toget away before marcus starts to sell her.now she has saved up to 2 million dollars it's time for her to live her life.I tell her where ciara lives then I tell her you have to leave tonight.when the time comes we will reunite.lilian said I love you baby girl and I wish I wouldn't have to do this.I love you please stay safe don't do anything wrong go to college be the girl that I want you to be don't be a follower be your own self don't let boys take control of you be your own person.so that night she left me and my heart was torn apart knowing that I would have to be without my baby girl I love her so much I wish you wouldn't have gone but Marcus was getting too serious and I had to let my baby go and I hope you never follow the path that I went to I love you.I miss my baby girl I wish you was with me.I cry I cry I cry