Love Is Such A Strong Word

Chapter 12

"Isabelle can I ask you something?"

I looked up, worried.

"Of course you can, what's up?"

"What names do you think for the baby?"

"Oh I already know this, me and Olivia have been planning this since we were 13. If it's a boy: Benedict but girl wise I'm not sure."

"I love the name Cassidy."

My eyes lit up, I loved the name and at the thought that Joe had thought of it made me like it even more.

"Deal." I said.

"When does the bachelor party start?"

"Seven."

"U twassack it half 6 now."

"But I'm gonna miss you."

"So? Get ready now. Zoe's lovely and I don't want her to be pissed at you.

"Fair enough I'll go."

He trudged off to the bathroom and began to get ready.

Bless, he didn't want to leave me, I'd be fine. Just so long as I didn't look at the computer. I knew that most of Joe's fan base were girls and they weren't happy that he had a pregnant girlfriend. They were blaming me for everything. Always telling me how much of a bitch I am. Well that's what I expected the hate to be like anyway.

After 20 minutes Joe came out looking unbelievably handsome. Like the first day I had met him. From going to hating someone to loving them more than you could ever imagine baffled me. Joe walked over to me and felt my round belly. It seemed to be getting bigger by the second but I didn't care. It was worth it.

"Listen now Mr or Miss,"

Joe told my belly.

"You need to look after your mum for me, because if anything ever happened to her I just don't know what I'd do."

I smiled, tears pricking my eyes.

"Aww babe I didn't mean to make you cry, I didn't really mean it. I couldn't hurt it-"

"Joe, that's the sweetest thing I've ever heard."

Relief washed over his face. Then he bobbed up and kissed me, not just a simple kiss but a meaningful one. Telling me all his feelings in one. Our lips dancing among one another. Complimenting eachothers weak points. By god I must have been in heaven. Then he pulled away.

"I've got to set off hun."

"I know."

"I'm going to miss you so so much."

"Good because I'm going to miss you more. Just don't be getting with any ladies."

"You're the only girl in the world from my eyes."

I laughed he always tried to beat me in I love you wars but he never succeeded.

I snuggled in to my pillow as I heard the front door open then close. I already missed him. So I got up and went over to the computer and watched a few of his videos. The next thing I knew it was 11'o'clock. Temptation began to wash over me, should I look at the comments from our video? Eventually the feeling of curiousness took over me and I clicked on the video.

God, I looked more washed out than I thought compared to Joe with his sunkissed skin. Do I dare look at the comments? A quick glance sent my heart sinking.

-she's a foul bitch Joe!!! Get rid of her and the baby now while you can!!!!

-Jesus if the baby takes after her it'll be an ugly mother fucker.

-fuck me, your both as bad as eachother.

- Joe you need to realise she's stealing you off us!!!

But yet none of this was true. Id never even given any sense of that in the video. I loved Joe and I knew his fans were part of the package and I loved him for that. But none of these were even true!!!

My head was buzzing and I began to go dizzy. Horrible comments floating through my brain waves. Making it hard for me to walk..I stumbled. The next thing I knew I felt like I was flying. Hitting a stair every once in a while. My whole body ached and my head was thumping. My left arm was twisted in the opposite way it should have been and my belly was killing me. Yet in there where I could normally feel at least something of my baby...nothing. Then everything went black and I couldn't think anymore.