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Depression started

After you ate with Katelyn and her friends you went back to your dorm and lied down your dorm buddy won't o home today so you have the dorm room by yourself you went to bed earlier than your dorm buddy the next day you got bullied you didn't mind them bullying you and you didn't want to tell anyone your getting bullied because you don't want Katelyn to know that but a few months later you got bullied even more and hit depression you didn't want to tell the teachers about it because they said " if you told the teachers were bullying you, you'll suffer from this..." That's why you didn't want to tell anyone a few days later your dorm buddy found out that your getting bullied by someone your dorm buddy said " OMG ARE YOU OKAY (Y/N)??? " You said " yes " very quietly  then your dorm buddy said " OMG IM TELLING THE TEACHERS!! " you nodded and said " yes please " a few hours later the teachers found the bullies the Teachers said " are you okay ( y/n )? " You nodded but didn't speak because your voice was low enough for people not to hear... Katelyn also found out and didn't speak for weeks you were starting to get weaker and weaker glad thing the bullies stopped bullying you but the depression didn't stop there it's still there in you. You didn't go to school for 2 weeks Katelyn was kinda worried..she thought she did something wrong

Katelyn's pov:

It's been a few weeks since ( y/n ) was absent I heard that she/he was getting bullied and pissed and I also heard that she/he has depression I was kinda hoping (y/n) was okay I didn't want to make anything worse so I didn't mind and focused more but I just couldn't get ( y/n ) off my mind and I don't why...

Your pov:

I went to school in the next week and I noticed that people were trying to make my depression go away but it wouldn't it was hard erasing it from my mind you kept quiet and studied the the teacher asked you if you okay you nodded with a fake smile when you went home you a scissor lying down the table you grabbed it and infected yourself you wanted to die so bad but you didn't do it because you know someone would get sad if you suicide you have a few cuts on your arms and legs you felt weaker but you tried to keep a smile it's like you putted a mask that's part of your life you hated your self you heard someone shouting " YOU ARE SO USELESS (Y/N) NO ONE WOULD EVER LOVE YOU " you said quietly " I know that..." You started to feel bad since you were pretending that you were okay but you aren't okay...when ever you look in a mirror you see yourself very hopeless you were trying so hard to smile but you just couldn't.....

  

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