When the sun goes down and the moon comes up i'll count the stars with you...
And when the moon goes down and the sun comes up i'll gaze at the clouds with you...I'd name their shapes with you...I know you say things...that you don't mean
They're not always nice things and I feel like you only say them to me
But I know you'll be sorry
Because eventually you'll realize you've lost me before you could even find me...All those years and all those words
Have brought me down with you...
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy with me...
But I understand that no matter how hard I try...
I'll never be good enough for you...So before you could hurt me
Before you could break me
I gave up
I ran away from all the pain
Because I know you're not for me so I'll let you be...I'm too afaird
To give in
I don't want to be broken again
Because I know that if I fell t
you wouldn't be there with all the kings horses and all the kings men to put me back together again...~myya mathewson

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Pain Reliever (Editing)
PoetryDepression is an abyss that takes years to climb out of... I am on its edge... Ready to fall in... ~myya Mathewson --------------------------- hey I need help making a new cover because the cover I have now is technically not mine and I don't know w...