My First Love( On Hold)

Nobody Knows

Nobody know what is going through my head at the moment. The person who left me with my momma because his wife didn't what me to ruin her perfect family. My dad stood at the door just looking at me like he never sent me before. Like I was never his daughter. Anger started to boil in my body at him. Why would he care about me now when something bad happen to but couldn't save me from my momma abusing me and having many rape me and try to rape. I told him everything but he would always say he would come get me but never did. I stayed up waiting all day for him to come get when I was little but he never showed up. I hate him so much because he was never there for me but was always the perfect dad to my stepsister who hate me with a passion.

"What hell happen to you", he yelled at me.

"Can you leave right now please", I said above a whisper.

"Like hell I'm going anywhere", he started to howler again.

"She said to leave",Nick replied to my dad calmly.

"Who are you to teller what to do. You are probably the one who put her in the this mess.", he yelled at Nick.

Just then NeNe, Asia, and my cousin LeeLee came running in the room, just looking at my dad like "who the fuck is he"

"Who the hell is you?",NeNe growled to my dad.

"Little girl stay in a child place", my dad yelled at NeNe. He should not have done that.

"Look here you giant crackhead dick sucking bitch made nigga. Fuck with me if you want to you will be the next one needing a hospital room next", NeNe threatened him and start taking off her  jacket, earrings, and tied her hair in a bun.

" Sit your short ass down somewhere before they put your crazy ass out", LeeLee shouted at NeNe.

" Right so go sit down in that chair over there in the corner before they have you sent back to the mental hospital", Asia agree with LeeLee.

" I am not crazy just a really special person" , NeNe disagree with them.

" Yeah special Ed", LeeLee and Asia laughed at the same time.

I just don't want him in this room right because now he want to come to my rescue now that I am physical hurt but would not come when I was being mentally hurt by mother and all those men she would bring home everyday.

" Why are you?, I questioned my father because he is not a dad to me.

" I'm here to come take you home with me", he answered me.

" I'm not going anywhere with you so I can be depress and abuse mentally by your new wife and stepdaughter because I'm not like them. Nothing you  I would rather live on the street.",I cried out.

" So you left her with an unfit mother because your wife said so. You are worst than my father. At least he told us he did not want us.", Nick growled.

My father just stood there looking shock. But it is the truth and I'm tried of being mistreated by people I though love and care for me. DJ, James , and Justin their other homeboy walked in the room.

"Why everybody looking like they ready to start a war?", DJ questioned.

"Shut your stupid ass up nigga.", Justin replied to DJ.

Guess my father left because I did no see him standing in the corner he was in. I felt relieve wash over me so ce he was no in the room.

" Since the bitch made nigga gone I have to go get Jordan for his doctor's appointment." NeNe groaned.

"Who is Jordan?", DJ question.

"Mind your motherfucking business nigga."Asia order at DJ.

"James get your girl before I catch in this room."DJ mumbled at James.

"Nigga what you say?"Asia asked DJ

"Nothing."DJ spoked fast.

"Pussy ass nigga."NeNe yelled

"But I love you baby. You do not you love no more?"DJ cried out to NeNe.

I looked over at Nick and see him sitting in the chair next to me calm and quiet. It look like he thinking about some thing.

"So is you gone tell me who Jordan is?"DJ asked.

" If you must know he is my son dumb ass". NeNe shouted at DJ.

"I can be his new daddy if want me to."DJ joked.

" Go sit your desperate ass down somewhere."Justin and James screamed at DJ

A nurse walked in to take my blood pressure and told me the doctor would in here in a minute. After she said that the doctor walked room.

"So I see you are up."The doctor said.

" The first bullet missed your heart by just a centimeter. The second bullet was lodged in your back by your spinel cord. We will try and get that later. So any questions?"The doctor asked

"When can I leave here?"I asked him.

"In about 3 weeks",he informed me.

He left out the room and everybody was quiet.

"When you get out to are moving in with me."Nick demanded.

I could not say no, so I just nodded my head at him.

"We need to found out who shot he be."Nick told James, DJ, and Justin.

I really do not care. I'm just happy I am alive and nothing is hurt bad on me.