(tw: mentions of suicide)
Gorges pov
I sat in the cold hospital room, watching Y/N's chest move very slightly up and down. Thank God she was still breathing. According to the doctors, she had a collapsed lung that caused her to go into major shock or something like that. I don't care I just wanna see her blue eyes again. I just wanna be able to spin the ring around and around on her finger as she played with the one on the chain around my neck just like old times.
"I'm stupid for telling her that everything is gonna be okay. She's not okay!" I said between sobs. My hands made contact with my face as I began to slide down the wall of the room. "I lied to her."
I had to speak quietly and try to hide from everyone being (the pack, the sidemen, Y/N and Nathan's parents, Shark, Matt, Ariel, Nathan, Ryan, even Cyclops) everybody and their brother. I felt two hands touch my back at the same time. My sobs grew quieter as an attempt to hide them better.
I dried my eyes with the collar of my shirt and looked up to see Matt and Mitch crouched beside me in nearly the same condition. Matt cried on my shoulder as Mitch, who smelled of alcohol because he drinks in situations like this, just comforted me. I didn't notice how many people actually care about Y/N. I guess she's met more of her friends than I knew about. Now wasn't the time to think about it. Just think you see a room full of 17-21+ year olds sobbing. It wasn't fair.
It wasn't fair this is how things had to happen. "This wasn't supposed to happen. We are supposed to be together forever. We were supposed to grow old and get married and have children and argue about who we want them to look like!" I said not hiding the sobs anymore. I couldn't. I stood up and faced a wall. "I can't take it anymore!" I yelled before shoving my fist through the thin sheetrock. Cyclone and Shark were hugging me, they say it was to support me but I just believe it was to hold my arms down to keep be from breaking anything else.
"Are we okay to let you go now?" Ben (cyclone) asked.
"Guys it was spur of the moment. I'm fine." I lied right through my teeth. I wasn't fine. I'm not okay. I'm 'suicidal' as Nathan always used to call me. I've never actually thought about it until now. If she goes, I go. I can't live another day without her. I know she's in there, scared and alone without me, without anyone.
The guys lifted their hands and backed away. We were all so happy yesterday and now we're all crying over the most wonderful girl we've all met this past year. I clumsily walked over to the chair next to the hospital bed she was in, no one had dared to sit there I fear of a mental breakdown I guess. I grabbed her hand and began to speak,
"You know I love you. You know I can't live without you. And Y/N you dang sure know there's no way I'll make it without you with Nathan." As tears streamed down my face I chuckled slightly at that. "I need you. And I lied to you. I'm sorry. That's something I promised I'd never do. I'm pouring my heart out. Give me something." Nothing. "Please? Y/N?" Nothing.
"George," Nathan placed his hand on my shoulder, "there's barely anything we can do apart from what the doctors are trying."
Nathan's POV
"So you're just gonna give up on her?" George asked as his gaze met mine. "You're kidding me right?" He stood up from that chair and left from the hospital room.
"George?!" I yelled chasing after him. "George stop!" I grabbed his arm firmly and pulled him to face me.
"What Nathan? What is it that everyone keeps trying to tell me?" He said, tears beginning to escape from his eyes once again.
"George I don't HAVE to tell you anything." I started. "I could leave you right here, right now to go get yourself killed somewhere. But if Y/N wakes up, I can't let you be dead and leave her alone." I broke out in tears and we were both just one big crying mess in the lobby. "Who's gonna be there to help me when I can't get her to eat? Who's gonna be there when she doesn't wanna come from her room? Who's gonna be there to help me look out for her?"
"She has other people like Matt, Mitch, and probably Lachlan if she wanted." George said, facing the concrete floor."I'm only one person."
"She's only one person isn't she?" I asked. "Losing her is causing you to act like this... She's a hormonal teenage girl. You're the most important person in her life right now."
"Excuse me? Are you George?" My mom asked silently, speaking to George.
"Yes ma'am." He responded. Y/N's taught him some manners.
"Y/N really cares about you." She continued.
"I really care about her too." George said before he broke down again in the floor of the lobby. He was a mess because of this and I knew it killed him more than anyone else to see her this way. It killed me, as his best friend, to see him this way. He's never been this way.Oh no I didn't with the double update. Oh baby it's possibly a tripple! (Lachlan reference 😂 If you don't get it, get out! Jk! I love y'all!)
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