Lies

Goodbye

"Hannie."

".. yes?"

"I'll be leaving."

"Yes."

"Hannie."

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry."

"... i'm sorry too."

"Hannie. I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, Jisoo. I can't forgive you yet."

"Hannie. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

"Leave please."

"Hannie. C-come on, please, I'm sorry."

"Jisoo, please. I just want to be alone."

"Hannie... please, I'm sorry."

"Jisoo, don't make it harder for me please."

"Baby."

"Don't you dare, Jisoo. Don't you dare call me that! Don't you call me the same way you call him. Please! Don't!"

"Hannie. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Forgive me, o? Please!"

"I can't! JISOO! I CANNOT! Every time I see you, all I see is you with him! Every time I hear you, all I hear is your lies. Every time you touch me, all I feel is the breaking of my heart and I feel that everytime you hug me, you kiss me and sleep with me. Every single time!"

"That's why I'm sorry Hannie. Do you want me to kneel in front of you just for you to forgive me? I would do that. If you don't want that, hit me! Hit me as hard as you can. Slap me, punch me, kick me, I don't care just forgive me."

"I can't. I can't hurt you, I don't want to hurt you, I will not hurt you because I love you and because I love you, I act stupid and irrelevant while your cheating on me. Every time you leave, I'll smile. Every time you're late, I'll smile. Every time you lie, I'll hear you and understand you and I'll fucking listen to you even though it hurts. Even though I'm denying the truth!"

"Hannie. I'm sorry."

"Jisoo, what if I slept with another man? What if I cheated on you and.. and act all broad about it. I act like I'm an innocent man. Would you be happy? Would you feel the want to forgive me? Would you trust me again?"

"Hannie."

"You wouldn't. And that's how I feel right now. I just want to be alone, Jisoo. I just want to forget everything for a while and simply just... let my heart heal for a while."

"..."

"Jisoo, don't cry, sweetie. I don't want to see your crying face. It's hurting me more because I've done this to you. I've torn you apart and I don't want that."

"Hannie. I just want to start over. I just want to say sorry and for you to forgive me."

".."

"I know. I'm a jerk. I'm a fucktard who screwed everything up. I'm an idiot who scarred our relationship. I destroyed our relationship, Hannie and now, I've broken your heart."

".."

"I love you, Hannie. I really do but if you really need the time to heal and the space you need, I'll do it. Just... just don't leave me, Hannie."

"..."

"I love you, Hannie."

"I love you too, Jisoo."