I became used to the screams ans insults
To fake love
To hugs and kisses in the daylight
And harsh words filled with venom of truth at night
How can someone keep on with that?
How can people live and love each other and say those hurtful words?
How can people even fall in love and then end like that?
It's scary and doesn't make sense
I don't want it
I want the things they promise in movies and books
I want something real, with struggles, but with love
I rather be alone than going around looking for a fake love that will only fill me up at moments
And will probably break my heart billions of times
