letter 9

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by urgirlliz

by urgirlliz

" Un día más, que llego y no estas
Y me pregunto mil veces
Si a sido mi error si algo que hice mal Es que quiero salirte a buscar, no , no "

Dear Zabdiel

Another day , another day without you and it's still hurts. It hurts but little by little that pain is going away. Every time I come home hoping your car would be parked outside with you inside like you used to do but it hasent happen. In fact , I think it would never happen. You moved on , you moved on so fucking fast and I can't because Every time I'm with a guy your image pops inside my head. It feels wrong. Like if I was cheating on you but In reality I wasent because we are no longer together. Gosh Zabdiel you really got me fucked up. I want to go out to look for you and apologize to you but then I remember. I don't have anything to apologize to you. I didn't did you wrong if someone should appoligize it should be you. You caused all the damage here but I'm still here. Your like my own personal drug and I can't get enough of you because no matter how much you hurt me I know damn well I would go running back to you and I hate myself for that.

Sincerely Bella