Letters // Zabdiel De Jesus ( COMPLETED)

letter 2

" cada ves que veo tu foto y aun estas con Ella , no aprendi aceptar que seas de otra , no "

Dear Zabdiel

You know it's odd , I never really cared for a guy until you came into my life. You fucked me up. And I still can't forgive myself for that. I should have never let you in my life but I did and that was my mistake, no I take that back. Loving you wasent the mistake but thinking you loved me was.
Let me not began with all the times I scroll down my Instagram feed and see a picture of you with her, the same girl you cheated on me with. I hate you , I hate you and I hate her , but mostly I hate you for making me feel loved for making me think you liked me. You played me. And the thing is that if you show up at my front door right now asking for my forgiveness guess who's gonna be the dumbass that forgives you. Yup , you guessed it. I am.

Sincerely Bella