How many time of feeling empty... not being able to sleep but im exhausted everything hurts but at the same time im numb ive clean reorganised and reorganised again ive worked out showered worked out showered and now im doing laundry i cant sleep no matter how tired i am so i might as well do as much to try and keep my mind off of everything. Ive done 10 OLD math assighnments cleaned the kitchen and bathroom wrote 5 songs and managed to record and edit 3 of them god i was broke then shattered now im just dust being blown around..i just want to stop feeling this way to stop feeling so hurt ... but nimb at the same time... sure im not the perfect person but everyone thinking im mentally stable when im not...and expecting me to have a 4.0 gpa and all this other stuff stressing me out is physically makeing me sick and both physically and mentally exhausting me i cant do this anymore..
