When u say I love you I love you to when u want me to look u in the eye I can't all the time cause I'm scared I'll lose you to someone or that I'll just lose you ik I'm not perfect and I've made a lot of mistakes in the past but pls I can't lose any more people... I love you I love you I love you.. I could repeat those words to you all day my anxiety my fear my pain my every bad emotion is gone when I'm around you and I become happy just at the fact the next day is school and I can see you
The scars on my wrists and such are not because I'm some emo fag there because I've lost many wars and fights those scars are a reminder that there's always something around the corner waiting for me bad or good it's there waiting to pop out and scare me but those scars are also there to remind me that life doesn't always go as planned they mean so much there those emotions that I couldn't hold back when I snapped and so much more there battles I couldn't win that I lost to because I was slowly breaking away into a million pieces and it just got worse and worse in the last 5 years
You wanted me to share more about me more of how I feel or whatever well here you have it this isn't half of it not even a quarter but.. It's the best for now
( so my counselor said a good way for me to let things out would be I should post this idk why but I figured why not.. Everyone has Sht that happens in there life and we all make mistakes so learn to forgive them even if it takes a while.. Well I must go now before my mum yells at me for taking to long to get out and wash the dishes so bye wolf Cubs)
