Anxiety. Fucking anxiety.

My story.

Hey , so my name is Lucy. I have Anxiety. I also suffer from OCD , and Depression. This obviously doesn't help with my anxiety, but oh well. I'm 14 years old and live in the United States. Basic information? I love cats , the color maroon, and I'm socially awkward. So , I'm writing this in hopes that it'll help others. I apologize if you don't like it , but to bad. I'm also thinking about starting a YouTube channel 🤷‍♀️ that way I can talk without having to hurt my fingers. I have nails , so the struggle is real. I have one extremely important thing to say.

If you are having a bad day , please message me. I'd like to help as best I could. Sometimes it feel better to talk to a complete stranger than to a friend.

Anyways, here is some shit about my anxiety 🙃

So, i first started to notice my anxiety at age 11. It wasn't to bad though, so I pushed through it. In the 7th grade it got so much worse. Why ? I have no clue. But if you have anxiety, I'm sure you know it fucking sucks. It's currently 3:00 am and I haven't gotten a wink of sleep. I have to be up at 7:00 though 🤦‍♀️ Anxiety won't let me sleep. It's gotten so much worse over the years. I'm at the point where my counselor basically said "fuck it. You're to fucked up. Take pills." So , I'm on pills. Currently my 5th day. No change. Said it would be 3 days until I noticed anything. Um. No. Nothing has changed. But I'll wait a couple more days. I don't know what to really talk about ? Leave a comment, telling me some topics I could talk about (maybe how it feels or some tips on how to deal with a panic attack? Or maybe a informative page about anxiety signs and types??) just let me know.

I don't really have anything else to say , so comment. And I'll get back to you guys. ❤️