I wonder.
If I had met him before.
Really met him.
Like how I know him right now.
...
Would thing have been different?
If he had thought of getting closer to me a year before...or even just a month...
Would it not have ended this way?
I wonder...
I really do.
I wonder if he also has regrets like this.
Will he miss me?
Will he feel sad?
Will he blame me for breaking my promise?
I hope he doesn't.
I hope I can live on as a good memory in his heart.
I don't want to dissapear...
But because I met him
My life was worth it
Even if I had to go through everything again
I wouldn't mind.
As long as I meet him again.
Maybe it's stupid.
Really stupid.
To think like this.
All this again for one guy.
But so what if it is?
He's the only warmth I allowed myself.
So it's just obvious that he's my treasure.
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Dots -Short Story-
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