13. End

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I wonder.

If I had met him before.

Really met him.

Like how I know him right now.

...

Would thing have been different?

If he had thought of getting closer to me a year before...or even just a month...

Would it not have ended this way?

I wonder...

I really do.

I wonder if he also has regrets like this.

Will he miss me?

Will he feel sad?

Will he blame me for breaking my promise?

I hope he doesn't.

I hope I can live on as a good memory in his heart.

I don't want to dissapear...

But because I met him

My life was worth it

Even if I had to go through everything again

I wouldn't mind.

As long as I meet him again.

Maybe it's stupid.

Really stupid.

To think like this.

All this again for one guy.

But so what if it is?

He's the only warmth I allowed myself.

So it's just obvious that he's my treasure.

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