People heard of my overdose attempt

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by kiddingafi

by kiddingafi

I remember the first time

Worry louded their eyes

Thoughtless asking "are you okay?"

Shock seemed to steal their common sense

Because no

I am not okay

Otherwise I would not have tried

To create an anchor of pills

And sink it into my stomach

I just wish

People realized

You don't have to look sad

To carry an ocean in your stomach

An ocean that has been filled with anchors